Monday, September 29, 2008
1+: taggy tag tag omg act cute!
3:31:00 PM
I've been tagged by 3 chio bu-s in 2 weeks time T__T
but I shall be patient and answer all the tags yay!! Applause plz!
this tag is from fen, who always call me when she's taking tram and boredom gets the better of her haha.
TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now. [don't name the person.]1. wish you were here =)
2. we could have been more than this, if you show more sincerity, but i know you never will
3. you are so immature!! despite the fact that you are much older than me.
4. don't be so uncle LOL
5. sometimes i still wonder who am i to you.
6. hahahaha you are darn funny!
7. appreciate your lab partner, gal!!! =D
8. i'm sorry for lying, i didn't mean it at all.
9. stop copy-and-pasting whatever from this blog into yours and pretend that you wrote it, sucker!
10. oh shit! i haven't written the email!!!
NINE things about yourself:1. i'm complex
2. choc and potato chips do not interest me, at all
3. i slack too much sometimes i find it scary
4. i lurveeee sushi! esp sashimi!!!!
5. i don't like bread, ewww.. eating flour
6. CHRISTOPHER CHACE CRAWFORD is MINE!!!!!!!!
7. i lurve my lamb lamb =))
8. i'm looking forward to summer break!!! =D
9. i look very different in spec, i think?
EIGHT ways to win your heart1. sincerity =)
2. stuff me with loads of good food!
3. give me a hug whenever i need one, although most of the time i won't ask for one
4. promise to be here for me always and keep them
5. okay, doing tag is tiring.
6. bombard me with lame cold jokes 24/7
7. smile and make me smile =))
8. do not lie, please.
SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot1. y can't i wake up earlier!!!!
2. how's msian politic now?
3. if that never happens, what will we be now?
4. 稻香 lyrics
5. i wanna go homeeeeee
6. lamb lamb, y are you so adorable?
7. ah i suck.
SIX things you wished you never did1. slack during exams
2. choose the life i'm having now.
3. spoil my eyes just to get myself glasses haha
4. didn't say no
5. sign that piece of paper
6. naively trust you.
FIVE turn-offs.1. self centered inconsiderate nerds!
2. 重色轻友
3. random guys who are not gentleman and speak weird english
4. talk too much, elaborate things that we've already known as if we are retarded
5. people who don't say thank you and sorry.
FOUR turn-ons1. friendly
2. helpful
3. funny (sorry fen i didn't mean to copy your ans! =p)
4. understanding
THREE words to sum up your life1. boring
2. relax
3. good
TWO things I won't die til I do1. able to earn money for the family!
2. travel around the world!!!
ONE last confessionMr. Dyan you shouldn't have broken my cat eyes!!!!! look at me now T__T
Last but not least (chehhhhhhhhhhh)
people always say 女大十八变， which means.. umm..gals do change a lot as they grow up.
BUT CHECK THIS OUT!
i don't really remember when was this, but whenever people see this, their first reaction will be "OMG 1+ YOU DIDN'T CHANGE A BIT AT ALL!"
=.="
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Tuesday, September 23, 2008
jay is mine.
3:17:00 PM
okay,i was studying.. but jay chou makes me feel like putting aside what i am doing now.. and blog =D
That song makes me feel so happy and.. happieeeeeeee.
So many things running in my mind now. yeah. i have the urge to suddenly write this down.
life's never been better ^^
this song reminds me of some old good memories..those memories that i will bring with me no matter where i go till the day i leave this world to go meet up with Jesus =)
oooh, will bring them with me also la, can share with Jesus in heaven.
okay,maybe not good,but these incidents touched me down into the bottom of my heart.
- daddy accidentally threw an envelope of mine into the bin, and i was so pissed cuz that was my reward from school for getting good result. the worst thing is he had already thrown them into the big bin at the road side.. and.. he,my lovely lovely dad,saw me crying.. went to look for the envelope in the big bin. yes, the one MPKT collect rubbish from. he came back with the envelope and his hands were all swollen bitten by the antz. i was so touched i cried even harder for my stupidity.
- mummy once cried cuz i fought her back when she prevented my ex to send me off at the airport before i came overseas. we both cried whole night in our own room and the next morning,she made me breakfast with the swollen eyes and hugged me and said sorry (okay,maybe she didnt, i cant remember) and said she loves me.
- brother,haha.. scolded the teacher that scolded me =P and there was once,he saw me crying in the room, he..opened the door and asked 'are u alright ah mei?' and then he was trying to be funny and used a very manja tone 'yerrrrrr, Mummy,comeeeeee,see..ah mei is crying!'
- miss teo, too many things between us, cant come up with one. probably is the night before u left to perth, we webcam-ed and talked till late night. we both were quite sad,but tried so hard to talk about whole loads of random stuff to keep our mind off the sadness =P we didnt know what to talk but we just didnt wanna end the conversation. and i remember i told u to take care before we off the cam. and i really felt like crying that time.
- jia min, the sweetest thing is she crying before i left to nz,saying that she's my best friend and that she doesnt wanna lose me. she kept crying over the phone and made me promise that ill never forget her. and that we'll always be ji muiz! and we still are now,girl..
- sying.. last year i was struggling so hard.. didnt know if i should keep harbouring hope for the relationship that was incomplete and broken. and you telling me to do wahtever i want, try as many times as i want, cuz u'll support me no matter what. and that u told me that's waht friends are for. u made me smile the whole day u know that? =D
- yinsan.. making me the bday present despite it's few days before the test and made a great effort to draw every single moments that we had. put all of them into a box,and that became the most precious present that i have.. till now.. 33 cards,33 memories,more to come!
- ain.. letting me copy her notes? haha. nop. it's when she shares all her secrets with me, when she's down when she's happy and when she's naughty =P and i like it cuz i know she trusts me alot.
- zy.. texting me whole night long to make sure that i am safe knowing that i went clubbing without him. texting me reminding us not to be late for some events cuz he knows very well that we're very likely to be late (as usual) and miss the bus.
- nigel.. playing piano for me when i was sad. and tht made me cry! taking care of me the whole night i got drunk. checked on me every half an hour throughout the night and didnt scold me tho i puked at his room =P
- ming long.. texted me everyday during my exam period to wish me luck. and try his very best to cheer me up everytime i am sad and also to satisfy my cravings. sending me pictures of eggtarts,waffle and etc etc. sending me cold jokes when i am stressed. reminding me not to take cold stuff during my anemia period. hahaha.
- grandma.. packing my grandpa's stuff with tears welled up in her eyes.. when my grandpa passed away.. i was sitting next to her helping her to pack. and she told me the stories behind the every photos she took, and which shirt is my grandpa's favourite, and that he always drink coke without her presence and she would scold him.. and when she kept quiet looking at their wedding photos.
- yuko.. getting me orange juice when i was sick. and tea and cookies when im really tired. and.. i didnt even remember telling her all these. she's so caring i feel as if i have a sister here.
- jing chieh.. hahahaha,talking on the phone with me the whole night before i signed the contract of accepting auckland uni's offer. i was crying and he kept assuring. he probably didnt know he gave me courage to actually sign the contract the next day. because i really didnt wanna come. but! thanks for encouraging me, cuz i have a wonderful life here.
so many more friends to talk about. to be continued =)
ahh, if there's one thing that i can bring with me when the world collapses..
i wanna bring..
jay chou. hahahahahhaha his song reminds me of all these.
ciaoz. test next week.to be continued =)
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1+: 家是唯一的城堡
12:59:00 PM
Jay Chow's new song! Released yesterday 22/09/08
《稻香》
对这个世界如果你有太多的抱怨
跌倒了就不敢继续往前走
为什麼人要这麼的脆弱 堕落
请你打开电视看看
多少人为生命在努力勇敢的走下去
我们是不是该知足
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
不要这麼容易就想放弃 就像我说的
追不到的梦想 换个梦不就得了
为自己的人生鲜艳上色 先把爱涂上喜欢的颜色
笑一个吧 功成名就不是目的
让自己快乐快乐这才叫做意义
童年的纸飞机 现在终於飞回我手里
所谓的那快乐 赤脚在田里追蜻蜓追到累了
偷摘水果被蜜蜂给叮到怕了 谁在偷笑呢
我靠著稻草人吹著风唱著歌睡著了
哦 哦 午后吉它在虫鸣中更清脆
哦 哦 阳光洒在路上就不怕心碎
珍惜一切 就算没有拥有
还记得你说家是唯一的城堡 随著稻香河流继续奔跑
微微笑 小时候的梦我知道
不要哭让萤火虫带著你逃跑 乡间的歌谣永远的依靠
回家吧 回到最初的美好
下载：《稻香》完整版-周杰伦粉丝网.mp3nice! ^.^
although I don't really grow up in a village depicted in the lyrics, home is, still, always where my heart belongs =))
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
1+: intellectual professional conversation haha.
5:34:00 PM
This is a plain joke. only recommended for blogders who can understand chinese hehe.
warning: it's a looooooooooooooong conversation, and it has zero educational value. read at your own risk.
(R)1+ says (8:48 PM):eh eh(R)1+ says (8:48 PM):i give u some english translations, u guess how to say them in chinese okay?(R)1+ says (8:48 PM):you have two down sonAi Ting says (8:49 PM):mandarin?Ai Ting says (8:49 PM):u got liang xia zi (两下子）(R)1+ says (8:49 PM):lol(R)1+ says (8:49 PM):yes!!!(R)1+ says (8:50 PM):how the f u know???????Ai Ting says (8:51 PM):smart ma(R)1+ says (8:52 PM):American Chinese not enough?Ai Ting says (8:54 PM):?(R)1+ says (8:54 PM):hahahaha(R)1+ says (8:54 PM):faster fasterAi Ting says (8:57 PM):dunnnnnnnnnnno(R)1+ says (8:58 PM):u really wanna know the ans??????(R)1+ says (8:58 PM):jeng jeng jeng jeng(R)1+ says (8:58 PM):the ans is..(R)1+ says (8:58 PM):..(R)1+ says (8:58 PM):,,Ai Ting says (8:58 PM):=.=Ai Ting says (8:59 PM):*censored*Ai Ting says (8:59 PM):fast(R)1+ says (8:59 PM):美中不足(R)1+ says (8:59 PM):lol*Ai Ting just sent you a nudge.*Ai Ting says (9:01 PM):go jiak sai plzAi Ting says (9:01 PM):i can feed u(R)1+ says (9:01 PM):hahaha(R)1+ says (9:01 PM):y me?(R)1+ says (9:01 PM):u dunno how to ans, and i shld jiak sai?(R)1+ says (9:01 PM):i tot it shld the other way round?????????Ai Ting says (9:02 PM):erAi Ting says (9:02 PM):the Q is sai-ableAi Ting says (9:03 PM):so u shld jiak(R)1+ says (9:03 PM):but u got the first one correct(R)1+ says (9:03 PM):so u shld jiak ornot leh?Ai Ting says (9:03 PM):first one quite goodAi Ting says (9:03 PM):good try for the first oneAi Ting says (9:03 PM):so no need(R)1+ says (9:03 PM):hahaha(R)1+ says (9:04 PM):so lame..(R)1+ says (9:04 PM):how about this?(R)1+ says (9:04 PM):you me you meAi Ting says (9:04 PM):*censored* por(R)1+ says (9:05 PM):u dunno again?(R)1+ says (9:05 PM):AGAIN??Ai Ting says (9:06 PM):tiredAi Ting says (9:06 PM):cant think dy(R)1+ says (9:06 PM):haha the ans will wake u up then(R)1+ says (9:06 PM):so u confirm give up?Ai Ting says (9:07 PM):yes(R)1+ says (9:07 PM):彼此彼此Ai Ting says (9:10 PM):u go die laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAi Ting says (9:10 PM):more(R)1+ says (9:10 PM):okay!(R)1+ says (9:10 PM):wa embrace challenge huh!Ai Ting says (9:11 PM):yes of cozAi Ting says (9:11 PM):i'm a doctor(R)1+ says (9:11 PM):ah cheh(R)1+ says (9:11 PM):heart flower angry openAi Ting says (9:11 PM):xin hua nu fang 心花怒放Ai Ting says (9:11 PM):too easyAi Ting says (9:11 PM):plzAi Ting says (9:11 PM):sieeeen(R)1+ says (9:11 PM):hahaha others don make sense oneAi Ting says (9:11 PM):you me you me tht 1 sibeh kao lat(R)1+ says (9:12 PM):lol(R)1+ says (9:12 PM):know is know noknow is noknowAi Ting says (9:13 PM):i direct translate can laAi Ting says (9:14 PM):but like normal je(R)1+ says (9:14 PM):type in chinese laAi Ting says (9:15 PM):zhi dao jiu shi zhi dao 知道就知道Ai Ting says (9:15 PM):bu zhi dao jiu shi bu zhi dao? 不知道就不知道？(R)1+ says (9:16 PM):SALAH(R)1+ says (9:16 PM):woooooooooooooooo(R)1+ says (9:16 PM):WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO(R)1+ says (9:16 PM):!!!!!(R)1+ says (9:16 PM):haha i replied so fastAi Ting says (9:16 PM):*censored*(R)1+ says (9:17 PM):so u jiak sai again ar, confirm?Ai Ting says (9:17 PM):hahahhaaAi Ting says (9:18 PM):*censored*!Ai Ting says (9:18 PM):*censored* *censored* *censored* por(R)1+ says (9:18 PM):okay confirm(R)1+ says (9:19 PM):知之为知之，不知为不知Ai Ting says (9:19 PM):sama lor ok(R)1+ says (9:20 PM):not the same at all okay!(R)1+ says (9:20 PM):tsk tsk tsk(R)1+ says (9:20 PM):so, more challenge, doc?Ai Ting says (9:22 PM):yes(R)1+ says (9:23 PM):hello everybody!if you have something to say,then say!if you have nothing to say,go home!!Ai Ting says (9:24 PM):hami?Ai Ting says (9:24 PM):is this a saying as well?(R)1+ says (9:26 PM):yes yesAi Ting says (9:26 PM):you hua zhi shuo 有话直说Ai Ting says (9:26 PM):wu hua hui jia 无话回家Ai Ting says (9:26 PM):hahhahaaha(R)1+ says (9:27 PM):what the heck!!!!!!!!(R)1+ says (9:27 PM):hahahaha(R)1+ says (9:27 PM):almost almost(R)1+ says (9:27 PM):give u one more chanceAi Ting says (9:28 PM):dunno la(R)1+ says (9:28 PM):serious ar(R)1+ says (9:28 PM):third sai alreadyAi Ting says (9:29 PM):taichiAi Ting says (9:30 PM):fast i wan sleep dy(R)1+ says (9:30 PM):有事起奏，无事退朝Ai Ting says (9:31 PM):so old de mandarin(R)1+ says (9:32 PM):hahaha(R)1+ says (9:32 PM):anyway u lost(R)1+ says (9:32 PM):another good night present for u(R)1+ says (9:32 PM):you have seed I will give you some color to see see, brothers ！ together up ！Ai Ting says (9:34 PM):ni you zhong 你有种Ai Ting says (9:34 PM):wo gei ni yan se qiao qiao 我给你颜色瞧瞧Ai Ting says (9:34 PM):xiong di 兄弟Ai Ting says (9:34 PM):yi qi shang 一起上Ai Ting says (9:34 PM):ok i already gv back all sai for u dyAi Ting says (9:34 PM):man man eat(R)1+ says (9:34 PM):what the heck(R)1+ says (9:34 PM):hahaha(R)1+ says (9:34 PM):this one is so easyAfter editing this only I realise that we can actually spend 45minutes ONLY on talking crap like these. sigh.
konon la future doc and pharmacist, who will ever believe our profession next time?!
anyway ya everyone, I'm sick, once again wooot~!
not really sick actually just that my respiratory tract is constantly covered by excessive mucous, thanks to the freaking goblet cells which secrete mucous continuously like nobody's business!
hence I'm now, most of the time, breathing using my mouth, which makes me feel like a fish (mermaid wooot~!!), and
created these within a few days
yes I know it has the tendency of overflowing anytime and it has accumulated zillion amounts of bacteria in it, I'm gonna dispose it asap!!!
hahahaha
anyone wanna tapao? I can prepare curry soup, tomyam soup as well as normal chicken soup.
Mr.U said I'm not super smart anymore, I'm super sick lol.
updated:
just read
wyne's blog about nz sakura, this is too pretty already!!! Y don't we have it in perth???!! T___T
while wyne's posting breathtaking scenery photos in her blog, I only have wantans in mine T___T unfair unfair unfair!
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
sarah: screwed up my cvs test T.T
5:03:00 AM
okay. miss teo is
sick. so i shall update more on her behalf.
today serious topic kay,otherwise miss teo would
despise me. (jokes jokes)
A list. (still
shallow topic tho )
Top 5 no-no guys. err,cuz im bochi.
1. I have a very strong opinion against..
touchy guy. kay,i actually ask my kiwi asian friend how to say 'easily offended' in just one word. overly sensitive? small gas/air? then they came out with that word. oh well.. i think some of them are just
not mature enough to be..
gentleman? but heyy come on.. u r a guy,be like a man. I cant stand it when a guy acting like a girl, especially
being sooooooo sensitive that they take offend of every single lil thing. OH MY gosh. please. someone
please flush them down the toilet please. this is plain annoying. annoying.
ANNOYING. you can be sensitive and caring and know what a girl wants, but please do not overdo it.
2... no more? oh my,i have low requirement. Ohh wait. maybe i do not like a
weak guy. Weak as in not physically weak but
emotionally weak. Please do not tell me u love me so much that u feel like
killing yourself if we dont get together. It's like heyy u r a guy,be like a man! there are so many things in the world that worth worrying about,but.. a gal? do not tell me u will give up ur studies/career or whatever things for that girl becuz for your information, u
have gained nothing YET. u do not even have
a single thing to sacrifice for u r just
an ordinary student still asking money from your parents okay? ambooiii, cannot tahan those jiwang guys. you think you are 18- or 20-year-old girls who are so crazily in love and scream everytime u see Lam Feng on tv? good bye okay.
3. okayy,ideas flowing in. I do not like a guy who
ignores his friends for this one girl! weii,your friends were there for you when your were
sad. they were there giving your
courage and ideas on courting girls. they were there to share your
happiness when u guys get together. f
riends are friends. lovers are lovers. family is out of topic cuz obviously
family comes first,so leave that out. okay,put it this way, your friends been spending time with you
ages before this lil gal of yours appeared. the relationship that u and your friends been building and nurturing cant be compared to your love towards that girl ok? yes yes yes, she's yr everything,your first priority..but..
imagine how your life would be without those heng dai of yours? SAY!
but anyhow, i must say this,
true friends will always be there for you even if you ignore them for this girl. true friends will still support you no matter how and you know you can still go to them if something bad happens =)
*ahem,like me*4.. okay la, actually i think no more. =P
anyway,to be honest.. hahaha i think when u're in
love *shy* ,you will never have time to think about all these characteristics. when the
chemistry is there
*sparks* ^^ end of the story. u dont care if he has no traits that u set for your bf.. becuz at that moment, u're in
love *shy* tsk tsk. miss teo. plz dont be like tht okay?
hehe, okay la, this post is so
offensive. nx post i will talk about girls la. especially
miss teo's flaws. ahhh, i mean mine =P
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Sunday, September 14, 2008
sorry yijia
7:21:00 AM
My mid-sem break.. sob sob sob. today's the
last day of the break. T.T
Come to think of it, there's nothing much that i have done during the break. laze around,do a lil bit of studies, movies,
eating out,
eating, eating..yeah..all i can remember doing is eating during the break. mom is so gonna slap me i know.
and some incidents that happened during the break, hopefully those served as a lesson for me to grow up.
well.miss teo makes me homesick. babi por.
and today is the first day of '
anemia' stomach cramped badly.
these few days been talking to
N alot, LOL i pity him for what he has to go thru at the moment and yet admiring his preservence. Prayers have given him endless strength and of course, with my presence, he'll pull through i know =)
V been nice to me =D
RD is weird. I wanted to ask but was a bit worried that i might screw things up. so silence is gold aye?
Y is starting to annoy me a lil bit,am i being jealous or what?
S is the worst person that i have come to know for the past 2 years. U..have mercy and please fck off. okay? just go away,as far as u can.
O is happy? i hope you really are. Because i want you to. =) and you totally deserve it!
L ar,u have changed since the first time i saw you. i miss the old you. give me back the old you.
J!! i know u miss seeing me on webcam a lot. LOL. but prolly u'll have to wait till i got a new webcam. we need to talk,u understand me well.. at least for now la.
okay, i know
miss teo will tulan me soon, been writing this kind of random/moulalang posts.. ^^ but i need to express my inner emotions ma.
emo la. period cramp.
Anyway,u guys never seen my
hommie hor =)
yosi, amy, sarah ^^ To bully rocky is our mission. (the oni guy in my pod )
Me and david. He looks stupid in photos i dunno why. WUAHAHA
My close ones on our floor. Ehhh,nigel also, but he was emo sitting at the corner i think. hahaha. that's the most recent me. Sorry been nua-ing at home and eat alot. kekeke.
okay la,nx post will be about food i assure u this.
Nitez. tmrw 8am class T.T kill me.
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Wednesday, September 10, 2008
1+: close to my heart. as always.
8:47:00 PM
note: all pictures shown below are taken from Shutterhack
as these are not my properties T_T, I did not use photobucket to resize it, please click on pictures for a better view.wasn't really plan to blog until this weekend, but
random blog hopping brings me these.
feeling familiar?
and warm? =)
Yes it is China Town aka Kampung Cina in Terengganu!
used to stay there for 13 years before moving to my current home. My grandpa, grandma, aunt and family still stay there though.
I highly suspect this photo was taken right in front of my great great grandpa's house haha.
This is 和安宫. A temple right opposite my mom's restaurant.
used to go there a lot, like seriously, before my exams, cny, before flying to perth, insertwheneverIneedGod'shelp
This aunty looks quite familiar too haha I'm sure I've seen her before back in kt.
Lion dancers from chws. performing in china town too.
Yes! the lion dancers there are incredibly young but skillful.
few of the chinese restaurants in china town. The one on the right, Golden Dragon Restaurant is quite famous among the locals, except my family haha.
I bet Miss Sarah went there every weekend! and (according to her) bumped into almost the same person every time.
evening view of china town. the white
slightly dirty looking building at the end of the street is where I used to live!!!
nostalgiaaaaaaaaaa.....
there is this Sungai Terengganu behind China Town. (am I right am I right?)
almost every old house has this area protruding towards the river, built only using woods.
perfect fishing spot!
I used to fish with my dad and coussies behind our neighbour's house.
well, kt is not all about China Town.
we have Sultan Mizan Stadium, built for
SUKMA TERENGGANU XII 2008.
It wasn't even completed when I left early feb this year hng!
Sultan Mahmud Bridge.
It's not really that long but it means a lot to me 'cause this is the usual route my dad drove me to airport.
never knew that it can look so pretty.
Crystal Mosque of Terengganu.
I haven't even been there before hmm.
heard that it's mini sized?
Monsoon Cup Terengganu. held annually?
to be frank, I don't really understand y terengganu is their choice to held an international sailing match haha.
and lastly,
titled "Jumping into a new dimension"
simply hearts this.
There are a lot more in
Mr.Shutterhack's flicker page, well if you are interested.
Thanks Mr.Shutterhack, you discover another side of my lovely hometown, and I'm loving it more now =)
anyway, I'm homesick now. hugs, anyone?
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Monday, September 8, 2008
sarah :no pictures again hehe
5:32:00 AM
Heya people,
Sorry for the lack of updates. Recently so many things happened, so many things running in my mind, i am surprised that i am still alive after all these ordeals.
Oh well, quote cheng yii
' growing up sux, shit, cb, babi, ma de' Okay,she didnt really say all these but i know that's what she meant.
anyway,today's theme is... errrrrr..
bitch? LOL, nah nah, just that there's this one bitch that
i would slap her if i could. okay,dont get too emo.
OHH, feel like sharing this. How would you feel if ur
loved ones woke up in the morning next to you
without any makeup, with a super pale and 'roughened' face, with bad breath after not talking for the past 8 hours, with her hair so messy u think of the 'lalang' at the longkang outside your house? but she
smiles at you, saying good morning to you using her very soft and loveable voice, touching your face gently, hugging you tightly, tighter than she ever could, and all of a sudden, u
thank god that u get to wake up right next to her, seeing another side of her which has not been seen by the others. all of a sudden, u feel so
'hang fuk' ( ming chu, ricky, keng soon, chun jun punya favourite term for the past one month) and that she's yours,
all yours, where you are the first person she sees every morning once she opens her eyes, where you're the last person she says good night to.
ambooooiiii, i want i want.so many things took place for the past 2 weeks though. i started to realize that
it takes hell lots out of a person to get with another person. Listen, believe it or not, it will
not be just the 2 person thing, it's not as easy as
'i like u neh, u like me hor, jom' NOOO, never. A relationship takes more than just
'feelings' to start with, what more to maintain? Okay,or maybe it's just me?
i just cant take relationship as simple as how i used to. Perhaps, im growing up too? =)
just being
random, sometimes things happened for a reason, and i am glad that it happened now than later.
oh,holidays not making me emo, it's me pms. i am super full of
red blood cells now i take offense of whatever people say so
please take some away.
I wanna go shopping,
but bo lui. I wanna go eat gooooood food,
but bo chi. I wanna go travelling,
but bo si gang. I wanna go study
but bo sim.
i am a gal full of
'buts' hahaha,this shows how timid i am. i am
never firm about what i want, and i have been bearing the consequences. ma de. haha,when will i ever change?
by the way, my new love is......
black sesame. I wonder if one day i woke up next to my love, with
black sesame stuck at my teeth, and me not knowing that smiling broadly at him.. woahhh,i can then test if he really likes me or not hor. wuahaha.
BUT.. (ahaha see,again) there was once this one person told me
" it's not that i mind you being fat or being ugly, it's that i want you to improve urself to be a better person. we learn from each other and we improve together. what's wrong of improving together, instead of staying back at the old times and taking that as a gauge to measure the love we have between us? i am improving for you, not just for me. and u're improving not just for me, but for yourself. "hmm, true true. See, told ya im growing up. Last time if a guy told me this, i would definitely
'diam lar, excuses baniakkkkkk' but now, thinking back, i think he has his point.
seeee,life is all about learning. i am getting more and more mature.
Yijia please grow up too. Stop playing jiak sai conversation with me. 'you me you me' 'you have two down son' 'american chinese not enough' =.="
heart you lots la. always there for me =)
sying : nx time ask pin boon to cook all by himself, cuz i wanna talk more with you.
jmin : start thinking of how to steal those equipments from your faculty, cuz i wanna be your second patient! (that aunt took my dream away)
lesson learnt. tata!
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Saturday, September 6, 2008
1+: L.O.L.
7:40:00 PM
print screen from youtube. although the title says chinese/taiwanese star's plastic surgery, i don't think everyone in the video had one.
some just look better and hotter now, like Michele Lee.
But some are really obvious that it is so hard to deny,
Jolin Tsai.
I'm not sure whether this has got anything to do with plastic surgery ornot, but SARAH YOU MUST LOOK AT THIS!!!!!
now, who loves wilber? LOL
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Friday, September 5, 2008
1+: shouldn't have gone there.
7:33:00 PM
a quick update about my lost neoprints (I don't care if you're not interested blek)
just had my mid-sem test and submitted assignment, so today I went to the mall to try my luck.
wanted to go back to all the shops that I went last week, hoping that they might keep my neoprints if I really happened to drop them there *fingers crossed*
so I went to this handcraft shop, alone, because my housemate was late.
I showed the staff the only neoprints left, and said
"I came here last week for a mask, think I might drop a whole pack of these here, a pack of photo stickers. Did you happen to see them?"
"Oh the photos! It's in a plastic bag right? A whole stack of it"
*bright eyes* "YES YES! Those are mine, I was so worried when I realised they weren't in my purse anymore."
"I.. I think I had thrown them away"
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Seeing me spell bound, she explained, "I kept that for a week, so I thought nobody wants it after so long, so I threw them away"
".I had a test yesterday so I was busy.. but... It's okay then, nevermind"
"It might be in this bin *pointing a big bin behind her* I can try to find it if you want"
"oh lemme do it" I walked towards the bin.
Another lady came out, saying that she just cleared the bin a few days ago so the photo stickers won't be there. and she said she's very sure about it.
left the shop with loads of it'sokays and nvms when it's not okay at all.
haih. She threw them away. but what can I do?
moral of the story?
go look for the stuff you lost as soon as you realise it. if you can't, just don't try at all. because the outcome may be more disappointing than giving up earlier.
one of them,
copied from
Yichin's blogtaken in welly, nz.
okay la, I'll get over it soon okay? tomorrow.
anyway, listen to this! quite a hot topic in malaysian blogoshpere.
or click
here to listen and read the comments.
It's an audio clip from astro customer service. An indian lady (gosh did I just lady instead of monkey?) called to complain about her astro obviously and deng! the war begins.
sometimes people can be so uncivilised just for tv shows. I shall not use the word "blooody" anymore okay I promise!
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Wednesday, September 3, 2008
thank you
8:44:00 AM
for once in my life, i hate myself so much.
for being such a bitch.
i will not say sorry anymore because now i know tht hurts even more.
Thank you.
for.. everything,everything that you have done.
yes i will be happy i promise you.
and remember i told you that i will move on, and not dwelling in the past anymore.
i promise you that.
Thank you.
And if you still want to be my friend,
you know i am always happy to have you in my life.
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Monday, September 1, 2008
1+: a gloomy day it is.
2:21:00 PM
I think.. I just lost my photo stickers/neoprints/whatever you wanna call it.
all of them.
ALLLL, as in the one I took with my best mate
chui shin before stepping out of malaysia for a new journey of my life;
with my
oz friends when I was amazingly bloated;
with my
ex school mates who are now scattered all over the world where I think that's the only time we are willing to squeeze into the small booth and camwhore together;
with the
3 gals in my life who form the group
8linai with me =.=;
with
hometown friends who are never in the same school with me;
with my
sister and mom;
with
sying where we accidentally clicked the wrong button and it turns out like a passport photo;
with
akasia 1515 hommies which we took in a rush;
with
my beloved intecian buddies where
chao tung looks terribly funny as if he saw ghost or something;
and..
the one taken in Auckland with
Aucky peeps (duh..), although the quality is real bad, our expressions are so uniform and funny;
taken in
Welly with the
hotties and 2 ma lat lous, I really love those ones we really look very nice in it!
the one and only one taken with
another contributor of this blog, you know who, which I treasure very much despite the fact we look fugly in ALL of them due to our jakun-ness in handling a neoprint machine haih, then we immediately cut and divide the neoprint as fast as we could before others could see them haha.
the thing is..
I bought a new purse last week, and happily transferring them into the new glamorous purse. I think they must have somehow slipped out when I was trying to get some pennies out of my purse a few days ago in the mall,
to buy birthday cake for my housemate? to buy iced choc from gloria jeans? to buy my lunch? to buy fruits to cook desserts? to buy material for designing a mask?I totally have no idea.
I just realised their heart-breaking absence last night at 2, when I was so sick of mugging for thurs' test, and thought of taking them out to have a look.
it was such a
wrong time to discover such sad tragedy because there was nobody to talk to. After searching the entire room, I started to get panic. When I heard someone's opening her door, I went out and looked at my housemate and told her I've lost my photo stickers. *sobs*
she looked at me, with toothbrush in her mouth, stunned for a few secs, and asked,
"err.. photo stickers? important?"then I knew I was talking to the wrong person.
those are NOT JUST photo stickers!! those were evidence of remarkable memories I once had with all my love ones. sigh.
but of coz she cannot be blamed, who would expect to see her housemate coming to her in the middle of night with such a pale look, because of err.. photo stickers?
I couldn't study anymore I forced myself to bed. but as expected I couldn't sleep as well. feeling tense with things coming up this week and the series of unfortunate events that NEVER stop happening WTFwtfbbqwtf.
and I think I have left lysozyme on my pillow cover.
And I suddenly came to understand that when any problem occurs, we need to find some way to express it, one way or another, preferably someone to talk to, then everything will seem to be okay.
On the other hand, a very small incident like such can be amplified into a big one.. if you can't find the right way to let it out.
when I faced the biggest failure in my life, which I happened to know it in Auckland, I couldn't stop crying profusely for hours, no kidding I think big eyes come with richly supplied lacrimal gland hahahaha.
But because of
a gal who just turns 21 a few days ago, who hugged me whenever tears running down my cheeks, cooked me maggie, telling the same thing over and over again just to encourage me, and also
Boon Roger Xtine Chaotung Yeefang who occupied me with loads of jokes and fun all the time, I felt better within days, even before leaving Auckland. Even though I know I have to face the problem anyway by myself, I have the motivation and courage, surprisingly.
and now
those were just photo stickers I feel deflated.
I told another friend this morning, her first reaction was
how about the one we took in blablabla, I said yea it's lost too, she scolded me
babi, how could u lose it! without a second thought.
aih. if you think I'm exaggerating, you can prolly stop reading, seriously. I dont really now y I'm writing such boring post, just feel like shouting it out.
whatever, it's my blog anyway blah.
this picture has no direct relation with this post, this blog and the bloggers.let's take neoprints again, okay peeps? Please say yes pleaseeee *insert humongous innocent eyes*
whoever find my neoprints, I'll give a naked photo of Sarah as reward! WOOOOOO
no I'm not serious you fool.
okay I promise I'll post something more interesting once my test is over AND I feel better okay? interesting like.. masquerade I attended last week?
meanwhile, click
here to read a different version of this blog. u'll lurve it =)
warning: heavy vulgar language involved.
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