ahhh,what a day.. been out for 9 hours since 8 in the morning =.= to make things worse,i couldnt get into sleep last night,i think i woke up twice AT LEAST. so shit..
Breakfast was so yummy but i couldnt really enjoy it coz i was late for the orientation,plus i have to walk about 15-20 minutes to my medical campus. Medical campus so what? can be located so far away from city is it? stupid! ahhh,i have been so grumpy ever since the orientation. starting to feel the pressure T.T
the orientation was nonetheless quite okay. not as bad as i thought. met quite a number of last year's friends =D and so the first few hours went quite smoothly, i chatted, i ate some snack, i texted, i gossip-ed...........................
UNTIL I HEARD THIS!
The anatomy laboratory introduction..!!!!! okay,it could have been just some general overview about the lab. Little did i know that we're actually going to see a cadaver soon and got the chance to even touch them (with the gloves on of coz..duhhh).
Tho i've got 34C, my heart is cute and small and sweet and it's pink-ish. It was beating so fast, i grabbed san's hand tightly. Not believing what i've heard,i asked her again and again " r u sure? how come they nv told us b4, tht's so evil of them letting us to have this unique experience during our orientation, it's not even the first day of our course yet. damnnn, u sure ma? "
Okay,the truth is cruel. GO la GO la,it's merely the matter of time, u have got to see them sooner or later. so y not now? Right? ( im no longer bo chi)
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Oh,it's actually quite fun =D i was so excited and i kept wanting to touch it when the professor's explaining to us the organ and its structure and function. No no, im not interested in those,not at the moment! photos?
DREAM ON LA! NO cameras allowed. And we said a very long prayer before i got to see the cadavers. It's said in Maori languange so i cant understand but .. still, i respect them alot.
Rest in Peace. and i have to say this Thank you.
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