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Friday, June 11, 2010

1+: sarah, long story, sien, haha 6:02:00 PM

Such ignorance tsk tsk

It bothers me a tad when all people in a group are constantly doing the same mistake, but there are some particular person who will, out of a sudden, give out instructions and lectures about how "others" have to correct that mistake.

It's amazing how minimal involvement of him/herself that person trying to imply in that inspiring lecture/speech/instruction, as if out of a sudden, people who have the conscience to raise the issue has minimal responsibility for the occurrence of tragedy.

I'm not saying I'm not responsible for the mistake, but I can't help but wonder why when everyone is responsible for it, it's always a group of people who is constantly bossing around and another group just have to swallow it up and be at the other end of receiving order?

Won't it be nicer if "we" is used more than "u" in that speech/message delivered? We are nobody else's boss or slave. We all make mistakes, and if one person cares enough to raise it, that gesture is totally appreciated but still, it doesn't mean that person is automatically off the list of fixing the mistake.

If that person is ignorant enough to realise that, then that particular message doesn't deserve as much attention as it should be anymore.

Sometimes the "receiver" group of people are annoyed too when the others made mistakes, such as not doing the routine because of EXAMS, which they most prolly too ignorant to realise that it is affecting the rest, but still no chaos is created for the sake of peace among everyone.

SO PLEASE show more respect to others, even when everyone is wrong (including u my friend), if u think u deserve some from others thankyou.

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sarah: lalala 8:48:00 AM

Did something stupid.. and accidentally signed in onto my friendster account. it is funny how we wrote testimonials to each other back then and i used to anticipate how other ppl testified me, those were the days.. and from there, i realize.. there were something that i have not deleted and all my memories came rushing back to me when i read them. i was happy and i was so oblivious to what circumstances and time can do to us. but the ignorance was indeed a bliss, it was feeling that i don't think i will ever let myself to indulge in again.

Is it a blessing in disguise? that wisdom overgrown feeling, and that rational overgrown impulsiveness. OR it could well be the other way round. No matter what, we are what we are now, now that we have come this far, there is really no point, no reason to look back or dwell in the past. And I cant ask for more about my present life. it is almost perfect, i mean.. im not a greedy person to start with anyways.

Friday is my favourite day of the week. well, today definitely better than the other fridays i think. Cuz i have had another long talk with my best friend and i am glad she takes our friendship as seriously as i do. I was being a pussy questioning her loyalty when what i was supposed to do was to be mature and supportive haha. must be the pms, i dont lose my grip that easily on normal days. And chatted with another best friend about random stuff, and we can never seem to be enough of each others' crap. hahaha but she kept me awake till 3am i was so dizzy when i finally got to hit the sack.

I realized how working people love their weekends, cuz i have started going out for a bit, well at least more than what i would have before, not to club but to hang out. When i say hang out, we eat and drink and talk and play poker and board games and movies. Which i am very much fond of :D

And ask all my friends, it is scary how i have changed. it has never occured to me that i would be a workaholic in the future. Not that i am one now, but i can foresee myself going down that path. As eager as it might sound, i was actually very keen to get married after graduation and give birth and be a fulltime housewife. Now i have become the person who look at Chengyii and tell her ' you know, love is not everything' Whenever she cries, i hug her and soothe her and get her to forgive her bf but i tell myself, i dont want to cry for a man.

So when the changes took place, it suddenly strikes me that, gosh i am going to go old alone and die holding my stethoscope and scalpel. And yes i am freaking out now. I do not know how to continue enjoying my life without being freaked out about this. So freak out i need to go eat sushi that cy brought home for me now. ciaoz.

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