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adieu.
may our roads intertwine again







they love us.
yes, be jealous.








this far apart.
fouder hearts.


Perth, AU

Auckland, NZ

Malaysia





credits.
ponder on the blessings and be grateful.

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Friday, March 27, 2009
凝住 今日 怎樣 好 4:11:00 PM

when the smile fades away..

it's friday night.
been out for the past 2 weeks, but tonight i just feel like staying home having a good rest. =)
feeling calm listening to songs drinking tea..

am wondering if i ever tired of socialising? smiling laughing and talking all the time. well i love smiling, but i am not a doll, i cant smile 24/7. and when i feel upset or lonely, is it better to go talkk to all the other friends or stay back in my room and let my mind rest? hmm.. i reckon the first way is better, second method just gonna bring me to endless emoness LOL.

but ohhhhh well i guess everyone need that private time-off period from the crowd.

...yeah sure...=.=" doubt if i ever need that private space.






....no... i hate feeling lonely. i missssss this person now =( how nice if u're here ahhhhhhhhhhh.


there's only 1 thing 2 do, 3 words 4 youuuuuuuuuuuuuu.
there's only 1 way 2 say 3 words ,that's what ill dooooooooooooooo

*by Plain White T-1,2,3,4



Update!
who make the best floormates?


and who makes my favourite boiiiiiiiii?taken in his bathroom. LOL



next! who make my favourite girlsssss here?

the food is really goooooooooood but it does look very gross LOL hence the crop




who make the best juniors??




and last but not least..
who make my best malaysian friends?




in fact, am glad i have met them here in nz =) hugss


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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
last 4:48:00 AM



很 想 把

現時



向前一些 ... 去到幸福



向 後 一些
... 不曾幸福















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Tuesday, March 17, 2009
1+: What had 46oC summer done to you? 8:10:00 PM


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creates Ipanemas sandal tan lines/stains/whatever it is on your legs


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melts your choc gift which came all the way from another continent of the world

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I hope it's not too late to say, although I'm never a big fan of choc,
Thanks for making my day =)
and oh! it rhymes! hahahaha


sun, sun, go away >.<



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Sunday, March 8, 2009
A proper one =D 5:53:00 AM


Okay, to clear everyone else's doubt, miss teo and me are still friends. oh no. good friends. oh noooo! we're still bestie and hence the validity of the existence of this blog.

Auckland is really hot and humid =.= trust me it's just like malaysia! Except that a spoilt brat like me do not have to walk around, i drive! ah well, not that rich though to get a car so..... the weather here matters much much more to me! *walk walk walk*

A proper update means a post along with nice big pictures with no bullet points and it has to begin from the day i arrived in auckland right? Too tedious, let's just talk about the main events in the past week.



okay here comes the bad part.

monday! Met all the classmates and everyone seems to change a lil bit, in a good way though i supposed =) except for some jerks. okay nothing much in the morning cuz we were just meeting friends and talking and talking and the conversation are all the same revolving around your 3- month-winterbreak. That afternoon i called my study mom to check on my baby Sam =D and u guess what! She said the baby is not gonna come back to auckland till end of August. FYI i have to hand in the assignment in September. Okay, apparently i wont be able to do any Questionnaires and how am i going to write up my report? *faint*

Panic-stricken, i called Cam and yeah first word i got from him was " F*ck " well, that's totally understandable isn't it? The next day he volunteered to look for the course coordinator since i had tutorials. Thought he's incredibly lovely for sorting out the probs? NO! after the meeting i got scolded kao kao by him! Apparently we need to get permission from our course coordinator for the baby to go China. WELLLLLLLL it doesnt make sense at all, that's not even our baby. Why does Sam need the permission to go anywhere he wants to go? *screams* He's so fierce and i was at the verge of tears.

bad incident one.

The next day, i went to pay my hall accommodation fees! And this lady said i have to do auto payment and that i cant pay manually anymore! how to do that weyyyyyyyy. I have no space in my mind to fan about how to create an autopayment okay. Was so frustrated. But this is when friends come into place la =)

Bad incident two. (not too bad la actually, im jz retard and spoiled)

The meeting up with these 2 people that i feared the most. One turned out to be alright, the other one was horribly terrible.

Do not wish to elaborate on it. But i really wanna quote this from my church's bulletin.

" There are times in our lives when we are challenged to let go of something,of someone for a noble cause. And it is never easy. But if we come to think of it, life will not be as happy and meaningful if we do not let go. "

Bad incident three. ( no worries, i know how to handle it, ignoreignoreignoreignore)

And this mr nigel has been really quiet. Frustrated. Havent got the chance to talk to him cuz he claims that now is not the right time to talk to him as he's having a tough time in life. Apa ni!!! That's when u need friends isn't it? well, we'll see. =.="

Bad incident four.

Now!!!

Happy thing =D

Like i said, podmates are real nice! Loving them to bits!

Vivian : someone who i can share my private thoughts with.
Kyungs: Funny and never failed to make me laugh out loud in the pod.
Ken: Smart ass, but not as cold as he seems.

We always have a lil chat at night which makes me feel like home =) mom,told ya i want lil bros and sis.

2ndly..
had this misunderstanding with miss teo before but we cleared up the mess on friday night =)
we're all good now! oh sheeeeeeet, maybe tht's y we both havent been updating the blog!

3rd..!!
Everyone back at home is doing fine! Big big yay!

4th..





Yes i put this just because my legs look super long! hehe =) Anyway it's an outing with msian junior!! and i cant get to copy the pics from fb, this one i actually saved as desktop background only i can get hold of it. SO SCARED THT CHENG YII MIGHT COME IN AND SAW THT I SAVED THIS AS DESKTOP BACKGROUD. oh, cuz he's cheng yii's bf =) kevin!


5th..
Outing with my usual malaysian med friends =D Awww, it's really comfortable being with them! i can say whatever i want! quote the song 'whatever i like' by T.I (late night sex so wet and so tight...........girl you can do whatever you like..)

San and me during our first outing.


6th..
Annual dinnerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr (just the few of us la! lol) but i wanna write it in a separate post. Plus they havent sent me the photos.

HEHE,vivi i look thinner in this ;p





Those are from cellphone's camera =) more to come.


So that's my first proper post after so long =D ill update more often, i tryyyyy, cross my heart.
and..

you make it easier when life gets hard.xx

love you all!


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Friday, March 6, 2009
sarah: very brief one. 7:42:00 PM

wuuu.. first weekend!
not quite in the mood of blogging yet. but yeah i should keep my fellow friends updated about my life here aye!

1. loving my new room, smaller but it's really cosy! with balcony..! ah well not like it's of much use but still it's somehow different from my previous room!

2. loving my podmates! 2 guys and 2 gals. one guy from korea, one guy from hk, the other gal from malaysia! Introducing kyung il, ken, and vivian =D photos will be up soon k! kyungs and ken are like my lil bros cuz they were both born in 1990! O.O speaking of generation gap. lol it turned out that they are quite fun to be with. and my pod is like the noisiet pod now. WAHHH

3. busy settling some uni stuff! was so frustrated before. guess im truly a spoilt brat aye! ah well, 3 months living at home full of warmth and love. what do u expect! umm, im taking it well at the moment so no worries. despite the lil breakdown i just had! but am feeling much better now =D

4. met up with some ex floormates, im so missing the ppl last yr =(

5. classmates are still the same aye. some of them are real unpredictable. but am getting along very well with groupmates which im really pleased. except for the fact that some ppl out there are driving me nuts. and i still dont understand why cant they grow up and learn to be more like a gentleman? this is really annoying.

6. most ppl love my shorter hair ^.^ great!

7. getting tired of smiling when i dont mean to.. at all! fakesmilefakesmileimhatingit.

8. weather is shitty at the moment but im feeling =D a nice friday night with friends and tea. warm and close to heart >.<

9. what is philosophy? random one. lol. one of my course paper T.T what the hell

10. proper update soon. but just so you know. im surviving and i truly believe that my life's getting better =D

u cant bring me downnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn..im beautiful...nomatterwhatheysay.............

thank you. you and you. and youuuuuuuu =D

mwah!


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