okay,i was studying.. but jay chou makes me feel like putting aside what i am doing now.. and blog =D
That song makes me feel so happy and.. happieeeeeeee.
So many things running in my mind now. yeah. i have the urge to suddenly write this down.
life's never been better ^^
this song reminds me of some old good memories..those memories that i will bring with me no matter where i go till the day i leave this world to go meet up with Jesus =)
oooh, will bring them with me also la, can share with Jesus in heaven.
okay,maybe not good,but these incidents touched me down into the bottom of my heart.
- daddy accidentally threw an envelope of mine into the bin, and i was so pissed cuz that was my reward from school for getting good result. the worst thing is he had already thrown them into the big bin at the road side.. and.. he,my lovely lovely dad,saw me crying.. went to look for the envelope in the big bin. yes, the one MPKT collect rubbish from. he came back with the envelope and his hands were all swollen bitten by the antz. i was so touched i cried even harder for my stupidity.
- mummy once cried cuz i fought her back when she prevented my ex to send me off at the airport before i came overseas. we both cried whole night in our own room and the next morning,she made me breakfast with the swollen eyes and hugged me and said sorry (okay,maybe she didnt, i cant remember) and said she loves me.
- brother,haha.. scolded the teacher that scolded me =P and there was once,he saw me crying in the room, he..opened the door and asked 'are u alright ah mei?' and then he was trying to be funny and used a very manja tone 'yerrrrrr, Mummy,comeeeeee,see..ah mei is crying!'
- miss teo, too many things between us, cant come up with one. probably is the night before u left to perth, we webcam-ed and talked till late night. we both were quite sad,but tried so hard to talk about whole loads of random stuff to keep our mind off the sadness =P we didnt know what to talk but we just didnt wanna end the conversation. and i remember i told u to take care before we off the cam. and i really felt like crying that time.
- jia min, the sweetest thing is she crying before i left to nz,saying that she's my best friend and that she doesnt wanna lose me. she kept crying over the phone and made me promise that ill never forget her. and that we'll always be ji muiz! and we still are now,girl..
- sying.. last year i was struggling so hard.. didnt know if i should keep harbouring hope for the relationship that was incomplete and broken. and you telling me to do wahtever i want, try as many times as i want, cuz u'll support me no matter what. and that u told me that's waht friends are for. u made me smile the whole day u know that? =D
- yinsan.. making me the bday present despite it's few days before the test and made a great effort to draw every single moments that we had. put all of them into a box,and that became the most precious present that i have.. till now.. 33 cards,33 memories,more to come!
- ain.. letting me copy her notes? haha. nop. it's when she shares all her secrets with me, when she's down when she's happy and when she's naughty =P and i like it cuz i know she trusts me alot.
- zy.. texting me whole night long to make sure that i am safe knowing that i went clubbing without him. texting me reminding us not to be late for some events cuz he knows very well that we're very likely to be late (as usual) and miss the bus.
- nigel.. playing piano for me when i was sad. and tht made me cry! taking care of me the whole night i got drunk. checked on me every half an hour throughout the night and didnt scold me tho i puked at his room =P
- ming long.. texted me everyday during my exam period to wish me luck. and try his very best to cheer me up everytime i am sad and also to satisfy my cravings. sending me pictures of eggtarts,waffle and etc etc. sending me cold jokes when i am stressed. reminding me not to take cold stuff during my anemia period. hahaha.
- grandma.. packing my grandpa's stuff with tears welled up in her eyes.. when my grandpa passed away.. i was sitting next to her helping her to pack. and she told me the stories behind the every photos she took, and which shirt is my grandpa's favourite, and that he always drink coke without her presence and she would scold him.. and when she kept quiet looking at their wedding photos.
- yuko.. getting me orange juice when i was sick. and tea and cookies when im really tired. and.. i didnt even remember telling her all these. she's so caring i feel as if i have a sister here.
- jing chieh.. hahahaha,talking on the phone with me the whole night before i signed the contract of accepting auckland uni's offer. i was crying and he kept assuring. he probably didnt know he gave me courage to actually sign the contract the next day. because i really didnt wanna come. but! thanks for encouraging me, cuz i have a wonderful life here.
so many more friends to talk about. to be continued =)
ahh, if there's one thing that i can bring with me when the world collapses..
i wanna bring..
jay chou. hahahahahhaha his song reminds me of all these.
ciaoz. test next week.to be continued =)