Heya people,
Sorry for the lack of updates. Recently so many things happened, so many things running in my mind, i am surprised that i am still alive after all these ordeals.
Oh well, quote cheng yii
' growing up sux, shit, cb, babi, ma de' Okay,she didnt really say all these but i know that's what she meant.
anyway,today's theme is... errrrrr..
bitch? LOL, nah nah, just that there's this one bitch that
i would slap her if i could. okay,dont get too emo.
OHH, feel like sharing this. How would you feel if ur
loved ones woke up in the morning next to you
without any makeup, with a super pale and 'roughened' face, with bad breath after not talking for the past 8 hours, with her hair so messy u think of the 'lalang' at the longkang outside your house? but she
smiles at you, saying good morning to you using her very soft and loveable voice, touching your face gently, hugging you tightly, tighter than she ever could, and all of a sudden, u
thank god that u get to wake up right next to her, seeing another side of her which has not been seen by the others. all of a sudden, u feel so
'hang fuk' ( ming chu, ricky, keng soon, chun jun punya favourite term for the past one month) and that she's yours,
all yours, where you are the first person she sees every morning once she opens her eyes, where you're the last person she says good night to.
ambooooiiii, i want i want.so many things took place for the past 2 weeks though. i started to realize that
it takes hell lots out of a person to get with another person. Listen, believe it or not, it will
not be just the 2 person thing, it's not as easy as
'i like u neh, u like me hor, jom' NOOO, never. A relationship takes more than just
'feelings' to start with, what more to maintain? Okay,or maybe it's just me?
i just cant take relationship as simple as how i used to. Perhaps, im growing up too? =)
just being
random, sometimes things happened for a reason, and i am glad that it happened now than later.
oh,holidays not making me emo, it's me pms. i am super full of
red blood cells now i take offense of whatever people say so
please take some away.
I wanna go shopping,
but bo lui. I wanna go eat gooooood food,
but bo chi. I wanna go travelling,
but bo si gang. I wanna go study
but bo sim.
i am a gal full of
'buts' hahaha,this shows how timid i am. i am
never firm about what i want, and i have been bearing the consequences. ma de. haha,when will i ever change?
by the way, my new love is......
black sesame. I wonder if one day i woke up next to my love, with
black sesame stuck at my teeth, and me not knowing that smiling broadly at him.. woahhh,i can then test if he really likes me or not hor. wuahaha.
BUT.. (ahaha see,again) there was once this one person told me
" it's not that i mind you being fat or being ugly, it's that i want you to improve urself to be a better person. we learn from each other and we improve together. what's wrong of improving together, instead of staying back at the old times and taking that as a gauge to measure the love we have between us? i am improving for you, not just for me. and u're improving not just for me, but for yourself. "hmm, true true. See, told ya im growing up. Last time if a guy told me this, i would definitely
'diam lar, excuses baniakkkkkk' but now, thinking back, i think he has his point.
seeee,life is all about learning. i am getting more and more mature.
Yijia please grow up too. Stop playing jiak sai conversation with me. 'you me you me' 'you have two down son' 'american chinese not enough' =.="
heart you lots la. always there for me =)
sying : nx time ask pin boon to cook all by himself, cuz i wanna talk more with you.
jmin : start thinking of how to steal those equipments from your faculty, cuz i wanna be your second patient! (that aunt took my dream away)
lesson learnt. tata!
