au(ra) of (in)dulgence.

Monday, December 22, 2008

sarah: loves ph7 & 8linai! 6:03:00 PM

it's been a while. sorry sorry!

for the past one month, i was busy......doing nothing? lol, hols are meant to be like that and i like it that way =D

and u know what? Christmas is coming! my favourite day! And Praise the Lord for all the blessings he showered on my family and my friends and me myself.

And it's dec, oopsie, i mean END of dec. It has been a great year ( yes it has been for me! ) And there's only one thing on my mind now. Start a new life together with God. YAY!! im so filled with joy now i have no idea why. Maybe i have cleared things up perfectly. I have less things to think about now. haha ^^

U know what, my hometown buddies make the bestest buddies in the world! HAHA! these few days i have been laughing alot, thanks to them. And my parent's lame jokes lol. love being at home tho im missing auckie a lil now. Becuz when i was at auckie, i was quite a different person there. A carefree one probably? i.dont.know.

Anyway, i used to like min's kind of relationship. Her relationship with kok how has been going on for four years and still counting! And i reckon their faith has grown together with the age. I have always had a thing for this kind of committed and devoted relationship. Long lasting and yet savouring each and every moments with laughters and arguments. EHH! but at one time this year, i like sying's relationship. Reading at her post writing about her bf and her relationship, i.. suddenly so feel like falling in love again. They're so cute together, less of a sense of devotion and seriousness ( i know they're serious of coz ) but simpler and purer. Both are in love with each other and they look past the flaws. OMG i super like this comfortable feelings! They become part of each other's life.

BUT NOW. I love yijia's. Carefree. Simple life. FREE. No laughters and joys from relationship and love. and yet no cries and heart-broken moments. What she cares is just us =D friends and family. yup yup! i guess im going for this lifestyle. I sorta realized i laugh more often talking to friends and parents. LOL. like an immature kid living in denial hor. But i hate feeling lost, confused and not knowing what's on my mind. thinking what he likes, what he dislikes. driving me nuts!

SO im so looking forward a new year! Im gonnna start a new life =D keke. Like what nigel said, it's much better living in the love of God.

ANYWAY! some pics! just in case u guys been missing me *shy as usual*

HAHAHAHAHAHA!
and guess what?????

We went back to CHWS secondary school today! It's been awesome. except for the fact that we were alll badly bitten by mosquitoes.

More pics coming up!

you know you love me. xoxo. gossip girl. (hehehe currently watching this ;P)

mwah people!

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