suggested by miss teo to read this post here www.sweatlee.com
HAHA. miss teo dared me to write a truthful post like suet here!!!
so after considering for a couple of nights.. hehe. maybe i should privatize this blog, do u mind miss teo? i realized i used to write diaries! and it's awesome and awful at the same time reading back what i had written in my diaries back when i was much younger. It's really nice though, to reminisce the good and bad old times ;p ;p
i had the urge to take up the habit of writing diary again the other day! but after 2 lines, my hand started feeling sore HAHA it's hols what do u expect!!! oh well, i ended up typing a so-called letter and saved it somewhere in my lappie. how lame is that...... =.="""
ps: the most perfect and beautiful memory is created depends on your level of denial. or it depends rather on the time you store and lock it somewhere in your mind..preferably when it's at its peak time.
I AM NOT EMO. pms is gone, even period is gone too ;p I really think so! *insert sincere medium-sized but eyelashes-less eyes* (yes that's mine babi)
have u ever had someone (i think most people with horoscope pisces have this ability) in ur life that makes u feel that u're so loved like they cant live without you?
HAHA, well i was lucky i met someone like that! and okay i am flattered i admit this everytime i think of those stuff he'd done. (nola, not talking about my ex anyway, my life is not just about himmmmm) HAHA we didnt get together and we lost contact instead cuz he moved to some other city. I MET HIM at kg.cina. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. i guess miss teo now knows who he is ;p (and she'll constantly mumbling geli geli geli)
my point is!! just because i didnt get together with him and lost contact with him, i would create any nice macho images of him or any sweeet mushy mushy memories that i wish a guy could give me. HAHA like u know in the drama, he's been waiting a lifetime to meet me again and poooooosh we fall in love instantly at that very moment we meet! then he is already the president of United States at the age of 29 and set up various companies which are all named after me! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
then err, i met him at kg.cina in front of ah tong noodle ( a very not romantic place to begin with) with another girl ( nvm nvm we
祝 福 ppl) with a very long and coloured hair ( we're not superficial type of person) and wearing a shirt written ' XXX bengkel' ( maybe he owns it and it's under my name tho it's not named after me) BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT he couldnt recognised me! T.T okay maybe i look better or worse now but if he really did likes me that much, he could have recognised my essence ba!!!! we walked past each other face to face and it took me 20 secs to recognize him..
HAHAHA so u see people, is it better not to meet again after so long? then i can live in my dream and flattered everytime i think about it.
my first truthful post! haha. i wanted to write about some other person but i tried to choose someone who's not in our circle of friends.. u know to avoid judgements,awkwardness, and unnecessary nasty comments.
cheeeeeeeeeeeeers people! I wanna go eat my ti kuihhhh =D CNY CNY CNY!!
