Thursday, April 24, 2008
1+: memory. sidewalks. nine in the afternoon.
2:17:00 PM
I'm pissed and disappointed.
When I first met u 2 years ago, I thought u're the best for me, but apparently I'm wrong.
I always thought that I can count on u, but what u do is none other than disappointing me again and again.
I have to admit that u were kind and helpful to me last time, but that was history. Things have changed and they will never be the same anymore, I know.
I was clinging to the slightest hope that I could turn the time back and fix our problems, ur problem more precisely. But then they are all in vain.
When I need u the most, u refuse to help me, sometimes u even push me to the edge. I know I'm the main cause for everything that's happening now, but hey I'm trying very hard to fix them already, can't u just spare me some times?
I swear if I happen to meet others that are better than u, I'll dump u like immediately. Yes I'm mean so what? I thought of spending years with u, and look at how u're treating me now?
Sometimes I'm quite sad y things can turn into this ugly and harsh. Maybe this is how the world revolves? Just that I haven't really accepted this fact.
but then since I've made my decision, nothing and nobody can change it now. I don't need ur sympathy anymore.
If u know that I almost can't live without u now, then y u're still showing such a sickening attitude to me? Can't u put urself in my shoes and think for me?
ohh whatever, u're just a laptop anyway.
don pekchek lar, I din say I was talking about a homo sapien anyway. okay I should stop crapping.
I'm supposed to blog about a cute stuff that I got few weeks ago, which I had given a preview about it in previous post I think but I'm just too lazy for that now.
have been staying at home and doing assignments like crazy plus a lil bit of drama series watching like TVB Tai Ci and They Kiss Again.
I must admit that 赵文卓 is quite good looking *shy* and man *super shy!* although he's quite old for my age, eh so what's wrong with admiring old guys?
Takeshi Kaneshiro is not bad too! but hmm I say old guys NOT old men okay!
郑元畅 is not bad too just that I semakin dislike his role in the series already, he's being too cool and irresponsible and inconsiderate already ohwell it's just drama series y should I care this much wtf. But u see I think I'll never stand this kinda bf/hubby no matter how handsome he is lor.
And 唐禹哲 is sooooooooo gay there! His hair is so freaking long and he's so damn fair and he's acting cute like 24/7! He doesn't need to be in the series at all actually just that his popularity has boosted so they just HAVE to stuff him somewhere in the series lar since he's so popular right have to match with popular drama series ma wtf. No I refuse to google and post his photo here coz it'll be just a waste of my internet quota.
but overall They Kiss Again is a nice drama series la compared to the rest meaningless taiwanese idol series. the actors, the scenes, the story line are superb!
ohwell I should go to mug maybe? or sleep hmm.. my coursemate came to my house the other day, he's like 25 and he's so much more rajin than me. And what he said to me really motivates me to study but too bad the motivation lasts shorter than like 3hours? I think he'll be sad if he knows but I sincerely think that he's such a nice person that I don't mind helping him to correct his grammar for our tabletting report when he asked.
u see it's another paragraph! no I shall stop like now. wait until I really have the time and mood then my cute lil pressie will be on blog okay! promise promise
xoxoLabels: 1+, lalala-ish random, rants
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