It bothers me a tad when all people in a group are constantly doing the same mistake, but there are some particular person who will, out of a sudden, give out instructions and lectures about how "others" have to correct that mistake.
It's amazing how minimal involvement of him/herself that person trying to imply in that inspiring lecture/speech/instruction, as if out of a sudden, people who have the conscience to raise the issue has minimal responsibility for the occurrence of tragedy.
I'm not saying I'm not responsible for the mistake, but I can't help but wonder why when everyone is responsible for it, it's always a group of people who is constantly bossing around and another group just have to swallow it up and be at the other end of receiving order?
Won't it be nicer if "we" is used more than "u" in that speech/message delivered? We are nobody else's boss or slave. We all make mistakes, and if one person cares enough to raise it, that gesture is totally appreciated but still, it doesn't mean that person is automatically off the list of fixing the mistake.
If that person is ignorant enough to realise that, then that particular message doesn't deserve as much attention as it should be anymore.
Sometimes the "receiver" group of people are annoyed too when the others made mistakes, such as not doing the routine because of EXAMS, which they most prolly too ignorant to realise that it is affecting the rest, but still no chaos is created for the sake of peace among everyone.
SO PLEASE show more respect to others, even when everyone is wrong (including u my friend), if u think u deserve some from others thankyou.
have u ever had a feeling that u r stuck in a life that u dislike?
like literally stuck in the middle of nowhere and u can't do anything about it except to go forward to pass this phase, alone, by urself
n u're so afraid to share this piece of feeling of urs to anyone because nobody will understand
not even those who u thought u can count on to
every morning u will wake up and think "ahhh not again" and when u successfully dread (such irony) the whole day away, it's time for u to go to bed for another unwanted day.
seriously, this sem has been giving me nothing but multiple mental breakdown and countless stress and pressure.
some people often wonder why they can't gain trust from others, why they can't seem to find connection with a certain group of people, why they feel the bond they already had with their present friends are fading by time,
but they fail to see that they are ALWAYS oblivious of other's needs and feelings,
ALWAYS say hurtful and demeaning things to others, oh please don't tell me you don't mean it that way it was the listener who misinterpreted your freaking words, if you care to learn a bit more to speak the truth by taking into account others' feeling, this will never happen, again and again. And guess what, it might be the whole world misinterpreted you, not your fault ey
ALWAYS fail to show appreciation to the efforts and helps others have done to them
ALWAYS only did things their own freaking way without considering others' feeling
ALWAYS making stupid assumptions and conclusions and freaking stick to them no matter the truth in front of them is showing otherwise
really, whenever anything undesirable happened to you, instead of feeling sad and complaining and blaming others, why don't you take some of your precious time to sit down and think what have gone wrong and what responsibility you have to fix it
written by a grumpy lady who got freaking waken up by the sound pollution of vacuum cleaner and machine banging onto her door.
I think I figure why I will never be in good terms with pharmacy course.
because the things that I'm learning, do not excite me as much as the knowledge I obtained back in kindergarden/primary school/high school or even college! even when the knowledge is more professional and specific now
who cares which drugs can be used to treat which disease, which can cause whatever side effects, how the drugs kill the bacteria. I DON'T CARE!!!!!!!!!
I don't wanna be the helpful pharmacist who can contribute to improving the well-being of the neighborhood. I don't wanna earn so much money and I don't wanna help to relieve pain suffered by patients. I don't wanna care about my own and my family as well as my relatives and friends' health. I don't care if my work can actually carve smiles on patients' face. WHO CARES.
Sigh. maybe I do.
...well... enough of babbling and back to smothering myself with notes then T____T
really want to go out on such sunny day with cool breeze =( such perfect weather, wasted.
This isn't exactly the right time for me to throw away the books and shop till I drop because there are still another 2 mid term tests (3 for Sarah) coming up right after the break. I think uni just cleverly uses "easter" as a nicer word to replace "study" ish.
but anyway the 1st few days of break are definitely days for random outings *evil grin*
Fremantle is one of them =)
So there I was, waking up early in the morning to take an hour bus there just for the famous fish and chips, with the gals.
Cicerello's fish and chips are always the best! but this time the seafood doesn't give me the "WUUUWAAA OMG SO NICE" impression anymore hmm. We got ourselves 4 big plates of different seafoods and ate like as if there's no tomorrow despite the fact that there are a few lengcais nearby hhahahaha.
Garlic prawn
and chili mussels.
And after that with 2 scoops of Gelati's ice cream in our hands, we walked around the park where there was this Indian Carnival, I suppose. There were loads of stalls selling different Indian food and goods, and there was this Indian performance too, Indian songs by Indian and Caucasian =.=
It's like the whole Indian community of Perth was there. And I never knew that there are actually that much Indian here!
At the other end of the road, we bumped into a few interesting people.
A stationary Miss Cowboy (or Cowgirl?) who will only be awaken by the sound of coins dropping into her metallic brown kettle.
I dropped 1 buck into the kettle and got to hold her arms to take photo with her! but I looked fugly so lalala.
and a talkative street performer. The picture shows a lady throwing flaming torch to the guy. Honestly, it doesn't impressive me at all LOR.
Fremantle Market is the last stop before heading home. This market never fails to surprise me with all the weird cute funny stalls selling all the weird cute funny stuff, giving me the weird cute funny feeling okay u prolly got what I mean. My point is it's very different from our pasar payang ok.
Let's see..
we have
uber cute piggy-nosed baby tissue box (okay so I made the name up so what)
and clown-mouthed baby tissue box
a set of delicious looking teaspoons
double edged ice cream scoop hahahaha so cute right!!
And guess what are these
whatever you're thinking, I'm 75% sure that you are salah. They are SOAPS! 100% hand made soap!
Aren't they lovely? and tempting as well haha. The whole shop is full of big and small sweet-looking soap cakes and biscuits. I only managed to take photo of these 2 before the fierce shop owner said "no cameras allowed". She was actually talking to another person but I was too bochi to continue, influenced by Sarah haih.
I was dead tired when I reached home that I fall asleep right after my head touched the pillow. and guess what, after forcing myself to wake up from the short nap to prepare dinner, I was then only told that I was preparing for noone but myself.
I don't get it. A $0.15 simple text will make things so much more easier. and nobody seems to care, busy is definitely not an excuse. and no apology received. If I've been informed slightly earlier, I didn't have to rush home early and wake up from my nice nap to cook dinner when I wasn't even feeling hungry. People just don't think, do they?
I'm not obliged to cook and wait for anyone to confirm whether my food will be entertained or not ok.
ohwells, what do I expect, this is not the first time.
WTF IS WRONG WITH THIS STUPID CURTIN, "UNIVERSITY OF TECHNOLOGY" KONON HOW FUNNY IT IS!
THEY CAN'T EVEN MANAGE A WEBSITE FOR OUR ONLINE ENROLMENT!
Last month before coming back, after my finals I took effort to go to the empty uni to find out whether I could enrol earlier just in case I can't do it online in Malaysia (because mine is special case u all know it). Then the BABI PHARM OFFICE LADY asked me to go to health science building.
Just so u know, health science building is at the other end of uni okay! So fine, I walked there. And another BABI MALAYSIAN HEALTH SCIENCE OFFICE GAL told me that I can certainly do it online in Malaysia, and the enrolment only starts from 8/12 to 12/12. Only Freaking 4 days! Then I kept asking "IFF" I can't do it online, she said THERE'S NO WAY I CAN'T DO IT ONLINE UNLESS I DON'T HAVE INTERNET.
FINE!
so here I'm at home, feeling frustrating with the stupid website named OASIS CURTIN. Streamyx is already slow itself, and the website is even slower to load! I tried on 9th (thanks to Jeng who reminded me gosh I almost forgot about the whole thing) for 20938378476 times I'm NOT KIDDING U KNOW WHY BECAUSE THE ENROLMENT PROCEDURE IS SO STUPID OKAY, EACH UNIT HAS TO GO THRU 4 STEPS, I HAVE 6 UNITS, I HAVE TO CLICK 24 TIMES AND WAITED 324908234873456 HOURS FOR EACH PAGE TO LOAD.
SOMETIMES WHEN I ACCIDENTALLY DC-ED, I'LL HAVE TO START ALL OVER AGAIN.
FINE.
FINALLY WHEN I MANAGED TO GO THRU THE 24 STEPS AND NOW IT TELLS ME THERE'S SOME STUPID ERROR!!!!
THEN I HAVE TO CALL 29384937324 NUMBERS TO GET TO PHARM BUILDING AND ONE LADY TOLD ME THAT I'LL RECEIVE AN EMAIL BY TMR NIGHT (WHICH IS LAST NIGHT) THEN I'LL BE ABLE TO ENROL.
FINE. I WAITED. PATIENTLY.
LAST NIGHT AT 12AM, I RECEIVED NO SHIT OKAY! THEN I THINK OH MAYBE THEY HAVE FIXED IT BUT FORGOT TO INFORM ME SO I TRIED TO ENROL AGAIN, WENT THRU THE STUPID 24STEPS AGAIN, AND THEN I SAW THE BIG RED WORD "ERROR" IN FRONT OF ME.
EFF CURTIN! IF TMR I STILL CAN'T ENROL I'LL HAVE TO PAY EXTRA OKAY!
FINE. I WAITED.
NOW I TRIED AGAIN BUT OBVIOUSLY FAILED. SO I CALLED AGAIN.
AND AS SOON AS THE STUPID OLD LADY PICKED UP, SHE BOMBARDED ME WITH HOW BUSY SHE'S WITH THE ENROLMENT ERROR AND THEN SHE FKING HUNG UP! WITHOUT ME SAYING ANYTHING YET!!!!!!
THEY ARE THE ONE BEING THIS EFFING INEFFICIENT AND NOW SHE'S THROWING TANTRUM TO ME? ARE U KIDDING ME AUNTY?
I DIDN'T EVEN SCOLD U FOR THE INCONVENIENCE U HAVE CAUSED AND NOW U HUNG UP ON ME. CAN U PLEASE GO DIE?
I TOLD U THAT THIS PROBLEM MAY OCCUR BEFORE COMING BACK BUT U DIDN'T EVEN BOTHER TO CHECK AND NOW U HAVE PROBLEMS WITH THE SYSTEM AND U TALKED TO ME LIKE A TOTAL BITCH?
I TOT ONLY MALAYSIAN SYSTEM IS THAT INEFFICIENT BUT APPARENTLY CURTIN UNI IS NOT MUCH BETTER.
PLEASE DON'T STUDY IN CURTIN UNIVERSITY OF TECHNOLOGY IF U DON'T WANT TO GET HEART ATTACK OKAY! AND ALSO DON'T EVER LET UR KIDS CHOOSE THIS UNI.
btw I called back a few secs after she effing hung up on me, and before she could say anything I started talking and CONTINUE talking although that babi lady was trying to use the same rude tactic again haha. Then I ended with "thanks a lot for being so helpful and efficient", she kinda stunned for a while and said "errr.. thank you" hahahahaha. I won, okay!
I think.. I just lost my photo stickers/neoprints/whatever you wanna call it.
all of them.
ALLLL, as in the one I took with my best mate chui shin before stepping out of malaysia for a new journey of my life;
with my oz friends when I was amazingly bloated;
with my ex school mates who are now scattered all over the world where I think that's the only time we are willing to squeeze into the small booth and camwhore together;
with the 3 gals in my life who form the group 8linai with me =.=;
with hometown friends who are never in the same school with me;
with my sister and mom;
with sying where we accidentally clicked the wrong button and it turns out like a passport photo;
with akasia 1515 hommies which we took in a rush;
with my beloved intecian buddies where chao tung looks terribly funny as if he saw ghost or something;
and..
the one taken in Auckland with Aucky peeps (duh..), although the quality is real bad, our expressions are so uniform and funny;
taken in Welly with the hotties and 2 ma lat lous, I really love those ones we really look very nice in it!
the one and only one taken with another contributor of this blog, you know who, which I treasure very much despite the fact we look fugly in ALL of them due to our jakun-ness in handling a neoprint machine haih, then we immediately cut and divide the neoprint as fast as we could before others could see them haha.
the thing is..
I bought a new purse last week, and happily transferring them into the new glamorous purse. I think they must have somehow slipped out when I was trying to get some pennies out of my purse a few days ago in the mall, to buy birthday cake for my housemate? to buy iced choc from gloria jeans? to buy my lunch? to buy fruits to cook desserts? to buy material for designing a mask?
I totally have no idea.
I just realised their heart-breaking absence last night at 2, when I was so sick of mugging for thurs' test, and thought of taking them out to have a look.
it was such a wrong time to discover such sad tragedy because there was nobody to talk to. After searching the entire room, I started to get panic. When I heard someone's opening her door, I went out and looked at my housemate and told her I've lost my photo stickers. *sobs*
she looked at me, with toothbrush in her mouth, stunned for a few secs, and asked, "err.. photo stickers? important?"
then I knew I was talking to the wrong person.
those are NOT JUST photo stickers!! those were evidence of remarkable memories I once had with all my love ones. sigh.
but of coz she cannot be blamed, who would expect to see her housemate coming to her in the middle of night with such a pale look, because of err.. photo stickers?
I couldn't study anymore I forced myself to bed. but as expected I couldn't sleep as well. feeling tense with things coming up this week and the series of unfortunate events that NEVER stop happening WTFwtfbbqwtf.
and I think I have left lysozyme on my pillow cover.
And I suddenly came to understand that when any problem occurs, we need to find some way to express it, one way or another, preferably someone to talk to, then everything will seem to be okay.
On the other hand, a very small incident like such can be amplified into a big one.. if you can't find the right way to let it out.
when I faced the biggest failure in my life, which I happened to know it in Auckland, I couldn't stop crying profusely for hours, no kidding I think big eyes come with richly supplied lacrimal gland hahahaha.
But because of a gal who just turns 21 a few days ago, who hugged me whenever tears running down my cheeks, cooked me maggie, telling the same thing over and over again just to encourage me, and also Boon Roger Xtine Chaotung Yeefang who occupied me with loads of jokes and fun all the time, I felt better within days, even before leaving Auckland. Even though I know I have to face the problem anyway by myself, I have the motivation and courage, surprisingly.
and now those were just photo stickers I feel deflated.
I told another friend this morning, her first reaction was how about the one we took in blablabla, I said yea it's lost too, she scolded me babi, how could u lose it! without a second thought.
aih. if you think I'm exaggerating, you can prolly stop reading, seriously. I dont really now y I'm writing such boring post, just feel like shouting it out.
whatever, it's my blog anyway blah.
this picture has no direct relation with this post, this blog and the bloggers.
let's take neoprints again, okay peeps? Please say yes pleaseeee *insert humongous innocent eyes*
whoever find my neoprints, I'll give a naked photo of Sarah as reward! WOOOOOO no I'm not serious you fool.
okay I promise I'll post something more interesting once my test is over AND I feel better okay? interesting like.. masquerade I attended last week?
meanwhile, clickhere to read a different version of this blog. u'll lurve it =) warning: heavy vulgar language involved.
(R)1+ says (5:35 PM): i'm pekchek, ive been anticipating for it
(R)1+ says (5:35 PM): plan to go this tues! now it tells me i have to wait until freaking september?
Ai Ting says (5:36 PM): go tues in sept la!
(R)1+ says (5:36 PM): one more month!
(R)1+ says (5:36 PM): mummy also becomes human already la sheesh
Ai Ting says (5:36 PM): wahhh
Ai Ting says (5:36 PM): quite funny
Ai Ting says (5:36 PM): hahahhaa
(R)1+ says (5:37 PM): im pekchek la!!!
(R)1+ says (5:37 PM): *censored* la
(R)1+ says (5:37 PM): aus is a western country!!
(R)1+ says (5:37 PM): how can they release eng movie in such a slow pace?
(R)1+ says (5:59 PM): i haven gotten over it lar
Ai Ting says (5:59 PM): tsk!
Ai Ting says (5:59 PM): movie oniiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii!
Ai Ting says (5:59 PM): be patient can!
(R)1+ says (6:00 PM): one month T__T
(R)1+ says (6:00 PM): i was planning to go this tues T_T
Ai Ting says (6:00 PM): go watch other movies first
(R)1+ says (6:01 PM): haih
(R)1+ says (6:01 PM): dunno whether others wanna watch or not
(R)1+ says (6:01 PM): u let me complain for a while la
Ai Ting says (6:01 PM): haha
Ai Ting says (6:01 PM): okkk la
Ai Ting says (6:02 PM): nice movies are worth the wait ok
(R)1+ says (6:02 PM): it's like a bride suddenly found out that her fiance is a gay
(R)1+ says (6:02 PM): so disappointing can!
Ai Ting says (6:02 PM): u go die la
Dave meeting 2 chiobu-s in Aucky =p
ps: the point is, this movie The Mummy: Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor was released on 1st of August 2008 nationwide. but it'll not be on until 11th of September in Perth? for what? sempena 911 incident issit? sheeeesh!
im here to make a few announcements (initially it was only ONE announcement but i know i'll write more than that i might as well say "a few" =.=)
1. from now on (after this post of coz) im supposed to/going to disappear from blogosphere until the day im legal to do anything i wan woot~~! okay the fact is im having 4 final papers in 2 weeks, starting next week, which ends on my own bday am i supposed to feel happy? or not? hmm..
2. dysmenorrhea + exam stress overdose + good food deficiency = dementor moment! i bet anyone who's constantly reading my blog will know what i mean but i don mind saying it again coz i feel like ranting.
u see dementor moment is when u feel so hopeless and emo and bored and down and stress and void but there's noone bother to talk to, to hug, to lend u shoulder to lean on, to listen to ur rants, to cook u good food, to crack joke to cheer u up, to tell u everything'll be fine. it's so pathetic sometimes u even give up in making urself happy. owel im in bloody perth what shld i expect haih.
sarah where r u? can u like.. come here for 2 weeks? T__T
okay enough of that. rant will not bring any good.
3. i freaking missed the perth time freeze! i totally forgot it was on last 31st may that i was still sleeping like a log in my warm cosy bed at 11am. and i remember vividly that it was raining cats and dogs for the whole day and what worried me was only how im gonna go for grocery shopping haha so housewife-ish already! the wind was really strong too i could see trees in front of my house dancing like sarah, as in no direction one lah haha.
but they MADE IT! under such harsh condition they managed to freeze themselves under the rain. i think it would've been so much better if they make it an indoor thing. anyway here's the video for u guys. it was in perth city where i always go shopping and got caught once for jay walking =.=
4. im so in lurve with a song now! and it's a chinese song for god's sake i haven been in love with chinese song for 39843874 years coz besides jay chow, lee hom, a-mei and sun yan zi, other so-called singer's voice sound the same to me =.=
Be Your Superman, by 純表演.
it's not a new song anyway, it's one of the ost for they kiss again (aka it started with a kiss 2). the lyrics are just okay but the guy's voice is sexy to the max my heart will melt if a guy sings this song to propose awwww~~~
reckon this is not new to blogders who's staying in malaysia and not ignorant at the same time.
as i seldom read malaysian news because i don wanna waste my precious internet quota am kinda bz so i read this piece of shit one week later than the others.
Thursday, 22 May 2008
White blouse too transparent and encourages rape, says National Islamic Students Association of Malaysia
A students association has condemned the uniform worn by girls at government schools, saying it encouraged rape and premarital sex.
“The white blouse is too transparent for girls and it becomes a source of attraction,” National Islamic Students Association of Malaysia vice-president Munirah Bahari said in a statement yesterday.
“It becomes a distraction to men, who are drawn to it, whether or not they like looking at it,” she said, calling for a review of uniform policy so that it did not violate Islamic ideals.
Female students at government schools have a choice of wearing a white blouse with a knee-length skirt or pinafore.
They may also wear a ‘baju kurung’ which is a traditional long top and skirt, and a headscarf is optional for Malay students.
Munirah said that ‘covering up’ according to Islamic precepts was important to fend off social ills including “rape, sexual harassment and even premarital sex which involve schoolgirls in their teens”.
“All this leads to babies born out of wedlock and to an extent, even prostitution,” she said.
“Decent clothes which are not revealing can prevent and protect women from any untoward situations,” she said, suggesting that girls wear a blouse of a different colour or with an undergarment.
However, the girls themselves also came in for criticism, with the association saying some used the white blouse to lure men.
“This is the source of the problem, where we can see that schoolgirls themselves are capable of using this to attract men to them,” Munirah said.
“This could see them getting molested, having premarital sex and all sorts of things.” — AFP
hmm seems like once in a while there'll be some idiots appear on press and come out with some really ridiculous crap to prove that malaysia "boleh".
last time they claimed that the elegant malaysia airline air stewardess uniform to be too sexy and revealing.
and now school uniform. then what? nurse uniform maybe?
white, which is supposed to symbolise pureness and cleanliness, is now becoming a colour to "lure men". wtf is wrong with this world? oh wait, issit just malaysia? or the whatever student association?
tell me guys, do u get horny looking at this? =.=
Our miss Munirah is too pathetic to be a female lah. Her marvelous opinion shows nothing but how narrow minded she is, oh and she's quitehumble too. well u see it's NOT solely rapist's fault u know for raping gals around, it's we gals' bad for wearing white school uniform! we should be ashamed of ourselves okay!
cant she see that the problem comes from the guy? the education system? but not we freaking gals omg.
wei ah meng (i assume all chinese guys that i dunno is ah meng) don touch here don there okay! we malaysian do NOT allow such intimate body contact i tell u!
it's like blaming all the drug abuse cases on pharmacists la.
i somehow found pathetic munirah's blog and the latest post she has is to clarify what she said. and guess what her explanation is getting more and more ridiculous i almost chocked myself with my own saliva.
one of the paragraph in the post says,
Asas yang ketiga ialah, ramai guru turut mengeluh sebenarnya kerana pemakaian pelajar perempuan yang terlalu jarang menyebabkan tumpuan guru terganggu. Ini akan menyebabkan keadaan yang tidak selesa kepada guru-guru tersebut.
which means (bear with my translation okay my english sux what to do)
There are a lot of teachers who admit that they find the female students' indecent clothing very distracting. it can also make them feel uncomfortable. omg so psycho la all these teachers, i mean how distracting and indecent school uniform can be? oh please tell me which school she got the survey from, i swear i'll not freaking send my kids there, even if they have lengcai teachers or they can 202% guarantee that my kids will get 923892347 A1 for upsr/pmr/spm/stpm/pms p2p myfm whatevershitla, there'll be a big NO, never and ever!!
and her "a lot of" is so vague and not reliable can, it's like maybe she got those opinions from teachers in her own pure black (since she doesnt like white, well..) dream one fine night.
surprisingly there ARE actual homo sapiens supporting her say. in the comments part. but i reckon it maybe her family or friends who use multiple usernames to help her haha i'm so mean can!
can u imagine ur secondary school graduation photo to be like this?
haha the guy is even squatting down to take the photo for the best angle! uncle it wont make difference la wei, the only thing that can differentiate them is their heights haha.
so think, after my sis graduates (she's still in form 3 now), and takes photo with her school mates, when she shows me i'll be like "eh which one is u ar?", she'll point to one of the black figures and say "neh the one on the left ar u cant recognise ur own sis?", then i'll say "r u sure that's u? u're not supposed to look that tall"(bcoz my sis is quite short haha). then she'll get pekchek and she'll use different colour of markers to label each of the person in the photo haha.
ohh! and maybe next time the price for printing photos increases coz the shop has to use a lot of black ink to print ma, so have to charge more lor bo pian.
if my sis was to wear this, haha, the only benefit that she'll get is she'll become super duper ulttra fair can! wa that time if she gets fairer than me she sure slaps me on the face and says "nah! serve u right, always say that i'm ohh bak ke (black chicken, [she's born in the chinese lunar year of chicken ma]) la!"
but then she'll be hospitalised lotsa times la i guess coz she'll constantly experience heatstroke hahahaha. y la i keep taking my own sis as the what-if example for this ridiculous case.
aiya whatever lah. we shall not let ourselves get angry over craps by pathetic lil gal who comes out from Gua Niah and saw our school uniform and screamed "omg u all are wearing transparent white uniform?! THAT'S SO SINFUL, we cavians only wear black that's y there's no rapist in our cave, not a single one" *proud* right?
note: photos uploaded are completely mou la lang with this post. they are some random photos from my hp hehe
laptop went completely dead a few days ago that i had to send it to friend's house to repair for 2 days haih. 2 consecutive days without internet and solitaire and drama series and itunes and msn and fb. the 2nd most torturing thing to do after having pharm exams.
but my suffer seems to get paid. it gets soooo much better now, lags occasionally where my tolerance and patience still can stop me from pulling my hair while shouting at the laptop.
so buying a new laptop is inevitable already! any suggestion? =p
last few nights i had weird dreams. mostly vague but the clearest that i can remember is.. vincent gets married. no, NOT perthy vincent U, NOT intecian vincent GOH, but our kay tee genggie LIM VINCENT hahahaha.
a house built up with the cheapest brooms, in giant, kay tee. quite creative huh >.<
it's like this fine day i was wearing a white tee and denim shorts, on my way to ming long's house which is right above his shop, suddenly everyone came down from the stairs and vincent was wearing this white tuxedo hooo~waaa with a bride (which i don remember her face at all, sorry vincent i really try very hard to help!) beside him, heading to a white car, with lotsa flower pedals flying in the air (wth?).
i looked so jakun coz everyone was either wearing decent suits or gown with really really shinny luxurious jeweleries.
i woke up before seeing them say "i do" but im pretty sure i'll have the chance to witness the real one right vincent? lol
woke up one random morning and saw this. seriously! notti soft toys *shakes head*
**suddenly ran out of idea to continue this post, went to complete lab report instead**
3 weeks from finals gives me a very complicated feeling. one sec i was feeling so eager to have an outing/shopping spree, the next sec the guilt and nerdiness in me had made me sitting obediently in front of the table with whole piles of notes haih. y la ppl invent exams? i don wanna know my standard seriously!
apparently there will be this perth time freeze going on in da city this 31st.
like this.
so chun can! altho it's a lil bit wu liao, vil are u joining or sth? if u plan to, plz freeze at the moment u hugging ur nike shoes! lol ehem okay lame =D
ohyea and my housemate happened to bring back newspaper from gay/lesbian club in curtin. it just caught my eyes once i reached home and please u totally have no idea what's the paper about haha. ive never know that there are actually sites like gay/lesbianmatchmaker.com ohwell the power of internet is limitless anyway haha.
somebody carved this on the lecture hall tables. prolly his/her lecturer is one lol
and y are all handsome guys gay?! this is so depressing.
oh my brain has somehow being retarded by the cold weather recently. cant believe that i actually stuck while blogging ish. strong chilling wind and rain kick in this autumn even before i realise it. everything is not that colourful anymore but hot choc tastes so much nicer now =)
theresa and me. she's such a sweetie awww i know im getting fatter now plz don remind me anymore!!!
speaking of hot choc i went to this guild place in curtin for a cup of hot choc this morning. there was this angmoh lady right in front of me in the Q. so this indian gal served her so nicely with such a broad smile and even some jokes. but when it got to my turn, this very lovely indian gal suddenly went so serious and cold in serving me as if i owe her or sth.
i don really get it, i wasn't speaking manglish or engrish at all, and i think i looked quite decent that time okay i don care if u're a local or whatsoever, well u're still an indian anyway so please pleaseeeeeee respect us asians okay. if we asians already treat each other this way, how do we expect caucasians not to do the same to us? haih racists will never grow up, will they?
ohya ive changed the poll to sth nerdy to suit my image hahaha. well umm to be honest for the last poll, the qns "who has a larger stomach?" which means who can eat more, the ans shld be me fellow blogders!! sarah only eats half, sometimes even less, of my meal u know, but still she's louder than me hahaha.
gotta bath! hope the hot water thingy don go crazy again today >.< love everyone who's reading this! =))
MY *insertwhatevervulgarwords* LAPTOP (refused to use "lappie" coz that sounds tooooo cute for it now)IS SO PISSING ME OFF NOW!!!!!
I have an assignment due tmr morning and my laptop decided to have fun with me now. It's like it lags right after I type 2 words YES FREAKING 2 WORDS and I'll have to stare at the screen, cursing the laptop inventor or whatever makes it laggy (but definitely not myself) and oh it's working again and continue typing another 2 or 3 words and the cycle goes on.
oh my what I've done to deserve all these right now?! okay I know it's solely my bad but laptop u see u can go spoil after this, during study week or when I go to nz, but NOT NOW o-m-g.
I swear I'll get a new laptop the moment I reach Malaysia end of this year and throw this into some laptop blender and crush and blend it into powder (I don't think it'll become liquid coz afterall it's metal unless I use heat haha see I'm so nerd wth) and throw them into the sea near batu buruk! ish so pekchek can! no I'll save a fingertip of powder to show my new laptop the consequences of disobeying 1+ the evil muahahaha.
okay evil thought can bring me nowhere. I shall now start blogging about some embarassing stuff that I did today, as usual haih.
as a dedicated blogger like me, I tend to take photo whenever I find something nice/funny/cool/interesting. And that includes my grocery shopping session haha.
so this not-very-fine morning I went to become a fortnightly aunty for grocery shopping again. I woke up like 0925 for 0940 bus okay! don really know what's wrong with me nowadays I just cant get my arse out of my bed on time ish.
after all the nonsense, when I walked out of oriental store, I saw a car with a very special number plate. Being the jakun me haih, I quickly snapped a photo of the plate. While I was trying to find the best angle of the plate, a chinese guy with a gal walked near me.
At first I thought they just walked pass the car as the road is quite narrow, so I walked aside and continue minding my own business.
BUT THEN the guy, quite serious looking one, with a big box of drinks in his hands, stopped in front of me and stared at me.
I looked at him with so many qns marks on my head. The gal behind him, supposedly his gf, started giggling. The guy was still as serious and fierce. He stared at me, then looked at the car, and then looked at me again.
it was after a few microseconds later that I realised that that IS HIS FREAKING CAR!!!!!
omg and I dunno y I suddenly felt so nervous and embarrassed and I started to speak mandarin OMG. I was like "你的车啊？sorry sorry" and I ran away. Actually I didn't really run away coz coincidentally the bus came ma swt.
THAT WAS JUST SO MEMPAISEHKAN LAHHHHHH CAN SOMEBODY DIG A HOLE FOR ME COZ MY HAND WILL BE USED TO COVER MY FACE 24/7 UNTIL THE HOLE IS READY.
I totally don understand y I speak mandarin to him although he's a chinese too. But actually i'm not to be blamed too coz u should look at how fierce the guy is omg! He stared at me with his big round eyes like he's gonna swallow me into his big stomach or sth (yea he's quite fat). I should have acted hypocrite and said sth like "oh I found ur car nice/whatever shit that I can think of so do u mind I take photo to share with my friend?" haha. Okay I don think that will make him smile.
I sincerely hope that I'll NEVER bump into this guy and his gf anymore in my life, actually now I don even remember how he looks like already haha.
bcoz of u ive lost my dignity u know!ps: notice the white shoes on the left side of Honda logo, that's the gf. the leg with black leggings on the right is mine =.=
end of story. laugh la I'm used to it already =.=
anyway I've watched a sg movie recently, not the latest one though.
A Long Pte Ltd. A movie about a sissy guy gets an ah long as wife. It is funny but the ending is like huh-finish-already-ar?-kind-of-disappointing.
then me and my house mates learn a new word "几 *insertwhateveradjectives* 一下". 几pretty一下, 几funny一下, 几surprised一下 etc etc.
the number plate incident is 几embarrassing一百下 =.=
ahh I shall off to letting my laptop to continue pissing me off. patience is a virtue u know.
1+: memory. sidewalks. nine in the afternoon.
2:17:00 PM
I'm pissed and disappointed.
When I first met u 2 years ago, I thought u're the best for me, but apparently I'm wrong.
I always thought that I can count on u, but what u do is none other than disappointing me again and again.
I have to admit that u were kind and helpful to me last time, but that was history. Things have changed and they will never be the same anymore, I know.
I was clinging to the slightest hope that I could turn the time back and fix our problems, ur problem more precisely. But then they are all in vain.
When I need u the most, u refuse to help me, sometimes u even push me to the edge. I know I'm the main cause for everything that's happening now, but hey I'm trying very hard to fix them already, can't u just spare me some times?
I swear if I happen to meet others that are better than u, I'll dump u like immediately. Yes I'm mean so what? I thought of spending years with u, and look at how u're treating me now?
Sometimes I'm quite sad y things can turn into this ugly and harsh. Maybe this is how the world revolves? Just that I haven't really accepted this fact.
but then since I've made my decision, nothing and nobody can change it now. I don't need ur sympathy anymore.
If u know that I almost can't live without u now, then y u're still showing such a sickening attitude to me? Can't u put urself in my shoes and think for me?
ohh whatever, u're just a laptop anyway.
don pekchek lar, I din say I was talking about a homo sapien anyway. okay I should stop crapping. I'm supposed to blog about a cute stuff that I got few weeks ago, which I had given a preview about it in previous post I think but I'm just too lazy for that now.
have been staying at home and doing assignments like crazy plus a lil bit of drama series watching like TVB Tai Ci and They Kiss Again.
I must admit that 赵文卓 is quite good looking *shy* and man *super shy!* although he's quite old for my age, eh so what's wrong with admiring old guys?
Takeshi Kaneshiro is not bad too! but hmm I say old guys NOT old men okay!
郑元畅 is not bad too just that I semakin dislike his role in the series already, he's being too cool and irresponsible and inconsiderate already ohwell it's just drama series y should I care this much wtf. But u see I think I'll never stand this kinda bf/hubby no matter how handsome he is lor.
And 唐禹哲 is sooooooooo gay there! His hair is so freaking long and he's so damn fair and he's acting cute like 24/7! He doesn't need to be in the series at all actually just that his popularity has boosted so they just HAVE to stuff him somewhere in the series lar since he's so popular right have to match with popular drama series ma wtf. No I refuse to google and post his photo here coz it'll be just a waste of my internet quota.
but overall They Kiss Again is a nice drama series la compared to the rest meaningless taiwanese idol series. the actors, the scenes, the story line are superb! ohwell I should go to mug maybe? or sleep hmm.. my coursemate came to my house the other day, he's like 25 and he's so much more rajin than me. And what he said to me really motivates me to study but too bad the motivation lasts shorter than like 3hours? I think he'll be sad if he knows but I sincerely think that he's such a nice person that I don't mind helping him to correct his grammar for our tabletting report when he asked.
u see it's another paragraph! no I shall stop like now. wait until I really have the time and mood then my cute lil pressie will be on blog okay! promise promise
I hate pms and ms too. Yes I'm saying the once-a-month-guys-will-go-yucks-pms.
I think it's the worst creation of god for homo sapiens. like seriously.
U see, what for makes us gals suffering from this super-non-beneficial-energy-consuming-thingy at all, and it happens like once a month somemore! And u see, when a gal has pms, everything is wrong! everything is annoying, everything is black.
It's like when u have pms, u'll get annoyed just because somebody replies u late on msn, or u have to attend sipek [note:very] hard lectures, or some people being so indecisive when u seriously need him making a decision now, or when u sense cynical smile on others' faces when u talk, when others are discussing about the test u flunk, or when u have to force urself to mug no matter how tired u are, or people show super disgusted face when u're just trying to share a new way (to them) in eating some food because to u sharing is caring, or others try to show off that they did read the past year paper b4 hand that u din, which in turn the test came out exactly the same as the past year, which is seriously babi y are the lecturers so lazy and they never give any hint about it at all.
hmm.
I think there should be a rule in this world that women/girls/female, who suffer from severe pms and ms problems, should have the right to ask for 1 or 2 days off from whatever exams/tests/assignments/work/school/uni. This is absofcukinglutely a good idea because u see a pms-fied gal cannot concentrate at all, which will only lead to nothing but heaps of mistakes in whatever she does, then invites other negative feelings, AND she'll have constant bad mood, which is also seriously bad because she'll get annoyed easily, and may scold all the kiampa (slappy) people around her and yes leads to hatred, anger, awkward moments among them. So a pms-fied gal should be exempted from anything that needs to squeeze brain juice and interact with other homo sapiens except shopping, eating good food and movie-ing.
and yes guys definitely cannot go ewwwwwwwww when they know that a gal is pms-fied! Any guy who breaks the rule should be slapped on the face as punishment. or will be cursed that in his next life he'll be a super pms-fied gal who has a super inconsiderate bf who dumps her just bcoz she suffers from pms. muahahaha.
anyway besides having parcel from home sweet home, a little thing with 4 legs and 2 humongous sleepy eyes came to me yesterday unexpectedly. And it has brighten up my day! I wanted to write a post exclusively for it but heck I still have test this friday but actually resisting myself from blogging it makes no difference coz u see I'm blogging about other stuff now!
just for preview purpose. coz bak kata pepatah sharing is caring.
But then bcoz I flunk my test yesterday, I mean like seriously flunk it that I even give up on feeling sad so I now try to console myself by saying "hey u don actually slack very much coz u don photoshop pitchas and blog during exam period". Biochem is like too hard for me ey! Sometimes I seriously think that I should salute the pharm lecturers for able to remember the effing hypoxanthine-guanine phosphoribosyltransferase is an enzyme for purine salvage and 5-phosphoribosyl-1-pyrophosphate is for purine synthesis. Ohmy kill me kill me!
Ohya I got my blood test result, the nurse called b4 I even went there and she was like piling paliang analysed the result with me (on the phone!) and concluded that I'm almost perfectly healthy just that I have minor iron deficiency problem (NOT MALE HORMONE PROBLEM KAY!) so I have to get iron supplement for a month b4 consulting doc again. YES it was the nurse who told me all these, claiming that the doc is super bz. chehh. This is how it's like when it's foc right?
Just got myself iron tablets today and the pharmacist says taking iron supplement may cause constipation, ohmy I don wanna be another Sarah =p y la I'm reporting my hair loss problem like news on tv.
too much words today. Sarah u should update already I'm exempted coz I'm having this sipek hard test this friday!
and before I start mugging, I shall say HAPPEE BURFDAY to mr.vil aka william! do u get any golden key?
I know it's kinda weird to wish him in a post which is related to.. umm pms, but hey it's the sincerity which counts kay!
enjoy being 21, search for more hot chix and nike shoes!!! =pp
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