I'm feeling much better now. Although it may take time, as in really loooooooooooooooong time to recover, but hey I have plenty of time okay! Thanks to everyone who's by my side all these while, esp Miss Sarah of coz! =)
I was planning to write some crap last night until I went to consult doc at 4. Hey seeing a doc for hair loss problem is normal okay, I don't wanna wait until I'm completely bald only start worrying. No, u won't understand if u never experience it, so if u don't, just fcuk off and shut up.
hair for one night. surprised?
So yea I made appointment with uni doc at 4 yesterday. At first I thought it would be hell awkward to start the hair-loss-conversation, but hey the doc is super pro and nice!
She observed my scalp like how an orang utan does =.= mess up my hair. the first thing that she said was "Hmm yea ur hair is quite thin here" touching my scalp* this indicates that I'm totally so NOT paranoid okay!
She then asked lotsa qns. and came to a conclusion that it's either because of iron deficiency, or excessive male hormone in me (wtf I'm a 200% lady okay!), or inheritance of my mom's diabetes which can also cause hair loss. So pro can!
soooo she needs to do a blood test on me to find out the main factor
BLOOD TESTTTTTTT (T.T)
omg I super cannot take blood test if u know me well, any injection will make me go weak for the whole day. I never see it coming at all, I was super not mentally prepared omg!
I went spell bound immediately, but she kinda ignored me and continue talking while typing the info into her pc.
She then asked me whether I wanna lie down for blood test. I was like "will lying down make it less painful?", she smiled and said it's not pain at all trust her, but I seriously doubted her so I said then I'll just sit.
And I even had to wait for my turn for blood test. I sat there for like 30mins, looking at the ceiling, cursing whoever invented blood test for diagnosis purpose, there are even magazines on a table beside me, but I could see naked photos on the cover, so in order not to make other patients around me think that I'm sick because of I'm too hamsap, so
I just took photo of random stuff around me
sien-ted.
waiting for my turn to do something that really freak me out, is torturing, indeed.
when finally it's my freaking turn, my heart beat faster than when I see lengcai. Sigh. and of coz, as usual, I said and did stupid thing when I'm nervous.
Seeing the nurse took out 3tubes, I almost scream "omg why on earth u need 3 TUBES??" I think the nurse was quite bz too, after tying my arm with a belt tightly, she asked whether if I'm ready, and before I could react,
the next thing I know the syringe is halfway into my blood vessel.
she tried to distract me by asking some typical-qns-that-a-nurse-will-ask-the-patient-while-doing-injection, like where's my hometown, she even asked me whether malaysia is a country or a city =.=|| but I completely ignored her. my main concern is whether i can take photo ornot.
and this stupid e65 which has un-silent-able shutter sound, made everyone in the room to know that instead of screaming, I was bz taking photo of my own armwhile having my precious blood withdrawn. Hmm.
and the pain was excruciating, at least for me.
and of coz I went completely fatigue after that. I didn't even bother to wear my jacket again even though it was so cold out there. quite mou la lang but I was seriously exhausted lor okay!
completely weak hand and drinho sugarcane juice I got from jpa meeting.
result will be out next week. ohh please don't tell me I have excessive male hormone, I can donate to teoone it's okay!!
yours truly
just a photo randomly taken yesterday, how many umbrellas u can spot in it? whoever makes the right guess, can get a wet kiss from Miss Sarah
speaking of umbrella, I finally get myself to lurve the song 'Umbrella', by Vanilla Sky.
They are so cute can, yes I super don't like Rihanna I don't even know y.
oh well, exams and assignments coming up. ciao.
Ohya did I ever tell u that Miss Sarah is attached? hmm, altho I'm not the first to know, I still wish her all da best.
ohya do u know today's 1st of april? haha HAPPEE APRIL FOOL everyone =p
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