just some random photos taken these few days.
my adorable cousin eelin (I hope I spell it correctly heh) =3
she was still a baby when I left early this feb, and now she can walk!

but she seldom smiles, esp facing a total stranger like me =(
I'm no stranger okay! I'm ur nice kind cute cousin which you only see once a year!
but no worries people, after using loads of time and one pack of sweets, now I'm officially her friend! hehe. Kids ARE kids ahaha.
I'm now still working on teaching her to call me "san jie" (as I'm the third eldest among the cousins)

isn't she cute? and tiny and chubby and adorable and cute and tiny (poor eng vocab hahaha)
this is her sister, which is very cute too!
she always looks so happy and care-free, how I wish I can be like her =)
the nicest stray dog I've ever seen!
white lil' puppy in front of my mom's shop. it even sat down and posed when I tried to take photo.
oh did I mention the theme of today's photos is "cute"?
*which also includes this photo hahahahaha*
taken at Dvillage before we kicked jmin's sexy ass back to her uni =p
ohya, the comment link isn't working for weeks, so I changed to this blogskin. I love the lines =) but it loads very very slow (or issit only my slowmyx?), be patient ya everyone! love love =pLabels: 1+, bcoz sharing is caring., me heart u
was thinking of writing a post about my trip. but 2 things happened and now i cant even put a smile on my face.
Dad came back after his haircut together with a news that shocked me so much that i went blank for a few secs, and when i regained conscious, i kept asking him to show me the news he read.
He passed away,3 days ago. my bestie's dad. He's one great dad, a really great one. Ask anyone who knows him and ull get the same answer. i am so sure. I hope i can do something for him now, i hope my bestie knows how much we care about her, i hope they can get thru this.
Bcoz.. They are so close to each other. The whole family even made a trip to nz to visit this friend of mine. And they always have family trip to overseas. And he loves his daughter so much, so much that i feel touched, i feel blessed for her. Her dad reminds me of my dad, her dad shows how much love a dad can have for his children. and i always respect him.
And he bought me lunch and dinner a few times during finals time just so we can focus on our revision. I really love him! We met again last year and he gave me a notebook. OHhh,did i mention that he's like a santa claus, he used to give us heaps of 'mentos' when he was working at that company and the latest flavour! and after he changed his job, he gave us some other stuff. Sweet of him isnt it?
But he left,out of a sudden. No one knows the reason yet, and no one had the chance to say goodbye to him bcuz he left, just like that, without any sign. just a collapse in a friend's house. and he left forever.
I feel like crying. now i know how unpredictable and fragile a life can be. AND YET.
mom and bro was quarreling just now. I was sitting in the middle and tried to comfort the mother who has tears welled up in her eyes and at the same time, trying to say something that calm my bro down. But i failed miserably, bcuz he left after an awkward silence with the car keys. haih
I wanted to tell him so much that what if one day something bad happens and we wont be able to see each other anymore, will he feel regret for leaving just now! and i super hate seeing my mom being sad. Cuz everyone knows how tough she is and i have the biggest confidence when she says so and hence when she is upset, it means the whole world is collapsing. That's what i feel la.
Dad's trying to calm mom down now, he was lucky cuz he wasnt there when the whole fight toook place, he was having a nap upstairs. i thought of asking him to come down, but i know he's tired after working for the whole day at the shop.
MA DE. i wanna finish my study ASAP. and hopefully i can be so rich. and i can make them healthy and happy. no working no worries.
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May him rest in peace, dear Lord. He's so kind u will love him if u see him in heaven.
and to my bestie. Be strong, ill always be with you. and the other owner of this blog. and all our friends. We love you. smile =) U know u can reach us whenever u need someone. i am really concern about you, stop crying soon. We will miss him always.
love you gal.
1+: sorry for adding sth here gal, but guess what, I was actually planning to write the same post too! =) And yes gal, we're just a call away, I promise I'll try my best to be there for u whenever u need me =) Stay strong.Labels: me heart u, thoughts
working in my mom's shop is not as relaxing as I thought.
Although I have been there a couple of times ever since I came back, today's basically the first day I worked for the whole day, from the moment the shop door was open until the very last minute we cleared and cleaned the shop and called it a day. because, one of the worker took a leave today I'm a very obedient and helpful daughter that's all =p
At first I thought it was an easy job as I didn't really see much customers around for the past few visits I had, I even brought my ipod and reader digest to kill my time haha so smart right? And as what I expected, there ain't a single customer for the first hour, my mom was terribly sick so she had some rest in my grandma's house nearby so it was only me.. and an aunty staring into the blank space. Actually it was only her doing that! haha I was happily reading my book and texting.
And the next thing I know, I was very much frightened by "the sudden continuous influx of customers" during lunch time. It was scary T__T Out of the blue everyone came to have lunch here, I took orders, served desserts and drinks, cleaned tables and the worst part is to calculate the bills omg. I'm never good in math, can you imagine I actually asked the customers to pay rm49.30 when the bill is only rm24.20?
And speaking of taking orders, I don't even know what kinda food they have in the kitchen, and whenever people asked for recommendation, I would give a very doink smile and said "everything is nice in this shop!" (but this is true) =.= cannot tahan myself. And I made mistakes in taking orders too! I would miss one bowl of Laksa Terengganu when the customers asked for two. Imagine when I had to take order for 10 teenagers who are constantly changing their mind *smack head*
And trust me, there are so many kinds of people with different variety of weird taste in this world that you can never think of. There was this uncle who actually asked me to add warm water to the red bean soup dessert that he wants, what the? =.=
And I was practically bullied by a kid! The kid came with his dad and his little sister, wanted to have 2 red bean soups and nasi lemak and some other stuff. I served the red bean soup bowl by bowl, thinking that they might spill if I hold two at a time then as soon as I served the first bowl, the father gave that bowl to the little gal. The 5-year-old boy was obviously super beh syok so he looked at me with so much hatred and said "WHY CAN'T YOU JUST SERVE TWO TOGETHER? YOU CAN'T TAKE TWO ISSIT?!" and you know what, this ego arrogant 1+ apologised and ran back to the kitchen immediately to get what he wants T___T AND (yes I haven't done telling story yet) when I served his nasi lemak, he pointed at the sambal sauce and screamed, at the top of his lungs, "I SAID I DON'T WANT CHILLI ALREADY WHY YOU STILL GIVE ME CHILLI HOW YOU TAKE ORDERS I DON'T WANT CHILLI!!!!" It was the father who calmed him down by saying he could take the sambal away. Why la my life is this pathetic? T___T
Somemore there was this weird uncle.. which I suspect he has some mental problem, stood in front of the counter and stared at me until I could feel goosebumps all over me. No, I'm not discriminating mentally-ill people but he seriously freaked me out! It was my fault also la when he walked in, I passed him the menu and since then he kept following me wherever I went. The last thing he did that I finally couldn't take it is when he asked where I live, with a smile. And I replied "oh this is my mom's shop" I don't even know why haha and he seemed to find the answer perfectly fine hahahaha.
There was a group of chws students came to have lunch after practicing pancaragam (brass band), based on their sweaty uniform =p They make me miss my secondary school life so so so much! =3 the usual gathering aka yumchar after some school activities, the noise and chaos in class, the discussion about handsome seniors =3 ahh the good old dayssss =))
sorry no photos for this post I was ultra busy today okay didn't even have time to reply text! but sying did take a few photos of this shop using her dslr to show me when I was still in perth, how sweet of her =3 I might post them up in my next post, or not.
my conclusion is.. it's really fun but tiring as well. I was dead tired and my whole body was so smelly and sticky after the 4 hours of war. I was quite surprised that the aunty is way more organised and calm than me hmm. And everyone loves bubur cha cha!!!! *bubur chacha glittering at the background* Basically every customer would order at least one bowl of bubur cha cha, and there's no doubt why it's this popular because it's so damn nice and cheap!
Okay okay, conclusion is I needa go to bed now, 'cause I've promised Lian that I'm going to have grilled/fried squid with them and watch Monsoon Cup after that tee hee such a nice plan. My cousin said I'm excited about my first day because I'm jakun like that =.= and because I've never worked in my entire life before so I found this fun wth.
sorry for the wordy post heh. I'll miss you Sarah if you happen to be stranded in Thailand hahahaha *TOUCH WOOD*
edit: I almost forgot to mention this. This morning I received a tragic news from my parents, a person whom I know but only met once, passed away in a car accident in Besut last night. Life is so fragile and unpredictable le sigh. I met him once when I was planning to get into Matrikulasi Pahang and he was a senior, which means he's only 22 this year. He's studying med in a local uni.
Sometimes I wonder why do we even need to love and care for a person and then see him/her leave, when you are not even mentally and emotionally prepared for it? I always believe that there's a reason behind everything, but I can't really comprehend the rationale of this incident. Imagine the excruciating pain the parents have to bear. Maybe that's why it's important to stay alert and play safe on the road. May him rest in peace. And heaven really does exist, I'm sure he'll be there =)Labels: 1+, bcoz sharing is caring., FuNfUnfuNFUnfUN