I think I figure why I will never be in good terms with pharmacy course.
because the things that I'm learning, do not excite me as much as the knowledge I obtained back in kindergarden/primary school/high school or even college! even when the knowledge is more professional and specific now
who cares which drugs can be used to treat which disease, which can cause whatever side effects, how the drugs kill the bacteria.
I DON'T CARE!!!!!!!!!I don't wanna be the helpful pharmacist who can contribute to improving the well-being of the neighborhood. I don't wanna earn so much money and I don't wanna help to relieve pain suffered by patients. I don't wanna care about my own and my family as well as my relatives and friends' health. I don't care if my work can actually carve smiles on patients' face.
WHO CARES.
Sigh. maybe I do.
...well... enough of babbling and back to smothering myself with notes then T____T
really want to go out on such sunny day with cool breeze =( such perfect weather, wasted.
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